Sudden Realization (style)

S1 C4

||stans perspective||

<< my EX girlfriend, Wendy Testaburger, is such a bitch! Well, I love her but I guess you can say she's clingy as fuck, we keep breaking up, but get back together after a while, it's just so confusing now, my dad always says to try his "tegridy weed" to relive stress, why the fuck?

or alcohol but the last time I was forced too I could've lost my super best friend, Kyle, because of how boring I used to be, I'm not doing that again!! Plus that place that forced alcohol in my mouth, sucked and I never wanna go back there again. ((Ass burgers. ))

||After school I'm too lazy n js woke up.||

After school, I saw everyone barging out of the school, I slowed down to try to meet Kyle since I know he's usually in the back of the line, so we can go to his house, I didn't want to go to mine because it's an hour away, which I fucking hate!

I'm kinda surprised no one took my old house, but god I hope no one does, I hate it as much as everyone else does living on this stupid farm! I js wanna move back already yk? My dad makes the WORST mistakes at the wrong times

As I was thinking I hear footsteps behind me, I stopped and looking over at Kyle, "hey!! Are you ready to go? " Kyle smiled, I smiled back. " of course! , let's go before it gets late. "

he nodded and I followed him, I didn't really have to follow him, it's very easy to know where his house is after years and years going to kyles house, anyways once we got there he immediately took off his jacket n hat and took off like he was in a hurry, god damn!

I took my time and went upstairs, I was about to say something before he took the words out of my mouth " what game are we gonna play today? " I js shrugged and let him pick anything.

after 4 hours of, talking, laughing, playing, I look at Kyle, I don't know what this feeling is but it feels strange, super, super, strange.

But as I kept looking he looked back, our eyes locked, like, for a minute or two.

suddenly, my eyes widen, I feel the urge to throw up, what's happening?! I barely even analyzed him! I don't think I can have this feeling for my super best friend!

I hurry to the bathroom saying nothing, god that's was embarrassing, if I opened my mouth it would get on his carpet, I don't want him to clean that

                       ||kyles perspective||

I felt his eyes staring at me, i look back and js saw his eyes wide open, I don't know what happened next but I saw him get up quickly and run out the room, what's up with him?

I pause the game, standing up and walking to the bathroom, I should've paused h toe game when our eyes locked,  I'm sure he's in the bathroom though because I don't know why he would go anywhere else without telling me, plus why would he go anywhere else?

once I came closer I heard barfing, I can't tell if it was when he had a crush on someone or disgust, I played dumbfounded though, and knocked.

  "Stan are you in there? "

||stans perspective||

I ran in the bathroom and locked the door behind me, I started throwing up, a lot, is this how it feels to fall in love? Or is this js a phase.

I hear a knock, I stopped myself, I didn't reply I js stood still, i don't know why I did that I js couldn't get a word out of my mouth, he knocked again, and again, " yeah sorry I'll be back in a couple minutes! " I felt like he understood, I js heard a "okay" from him.

I heard his footsteps go further away, I'm sure he did understand! I mean, why would he not? I'm his super best friend! Not Tolkien, not Kenny, but me! No one else. Ever.

                       ||kyles perspective||

i left, after he js said he will come after a few minutes, probably more to be honest, I saw it was gettin' late, honestly I didn't wanna go back, I checked if his phone was here and when I saw nothing I texted him.

kyle ;; hey dude! I'm js checking if your staying over for the night or not, and yes I know it's weird for texting you instead of js asking but I'm not getting back up again js to tell you that.

I sat there on my phone waiting for a reply, 2 minutes later I see him typing,  got nervous, somehow.

sbf 🔛🔝 ;; I mean, I could, it's a Friday anyways, I'll be back in the room in a minute!

phew, i put my phone to the side, turned the game off and waited for him to come back.

||stans perspective||

I walked back in after 3 minutes, I felt better, and relaxed, I saw Kyle dozed off already, I could tell because he always works his ass off, every chance he gets!! that's why he's the smartest person in our school, even in elementary, I can't believe he's still THAT good! I mean I expected him to be good but THAT GOOD?? Jesus dude!

Anyways I dont think kyle would mind if i slept on his bed w him, I don't have anything to sleep on, expect for the couch and that's too risky, his mom doesn't know I'm sleeping over, that will be so embarrassing!!

But sleeping on the same bed?? I mean... we always did that when we were kids! nothing will change, were js super best friends! i think.

I mean, why would it?

I can't stop thinking about this, it's like im in thoses fantasy's in books, expect for cartmans; ew. ☠️

I love him but does he? That sounds kinda corny.

he never really talks about how he wanted to date girls, i mean, he did date Heidi in elementary, which only lasted a bit, but he basically hasn't ever since, if I tried to bring it up I'm sure he would avoid the question, I know him more than anyone does.

I mean, I knew him ever since we were probably like.. longer than pre-school.

i snapped out of it, and saw he still had his hat on, was that on purpose or? I slowly took it off of him and put it on the side, i have seen his red curls sometimes but not a lot.

I started to hop in into bed, i didnt really sleep at first because of throwing up, I went on my phone for a bit, but i started to sleep, after a while.

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my hands hurt sm i kept refixing this, anyways, ill see you guys another time :)) —rune!!

ly guys !! ><

word count !! ;; 1162