Sudden Realization (style)

S1 C13

hi cat

||kyles perspective||

<< it's been some time now, I'm friends with Stan, not super best friends or more yet, I'm just not ready to be that comfortable yet, sure I still feel like I did back then but it's just my heart feels dead, not too dead but dead, whenever I feel like Stan is still w Wendy and I have no chance anymore, I just wanna be loved like I have seen in the movies. (( SORRY IM LISTENING TO LAUFEY ))

I wonder when I'll move back, my mom did say it wasn't permanent staying here, but it's been a year or so, I'm starting to believe she's lying like a lot.

I get up from my bed and goes to the bathroom, i used my moms makeup to cover up my mouth scars, I usually don't use my moms, i use my own I bought, with my allowance, I've been saving up to either go back to South Park or visit, yes I'm old enough but I don't even have a job, im moving out probably soon to college after this summer, I'm thinking of putting my hair in a ponytail, you think It will look good, especially since it hasn't changed unlike Stan's, Jesus what made him think to change his hair that shitty? It's still good though , BUT STILL!

I struggle to put my hair in a ponytail, I start giggling on how weird I look, it doesn't look right, I never really learned how to do ponytails so it's on the side, i should ask Stan how he thinks of this!

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kyl3; stan

kyl3; stan

kyl3; stan

st4n; shut up

kyl3; dude.

st4n; dude!!

kyl3; dudee :(

st4n;...

st4n; hurry I'm at Clyde's party they got that good shit n stuff ☹️

kyl3; do you think this looks good on me?
kyle sent a photo 4:23 pm

4:50

st4n; yeuo leok geod!12 deo a 3606"606060

st4n;🤭🥰😘🥰😍🥰😘😘🥰🥰🫵🏼🍑🤯🙀😨😯😮😮

kyl3; what. 😟

st4n; goodnight😍

kyl3; it's 4:51 pm.

st4n; love you🦄

kyl3; stop drinking Stanley.
read at 4:54 pm

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<< what the fuck was that

no I'm actually srs.

please what actually was that.

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<< I look at my phone in mixed emotions, Nk not the love but hate kind, disgust and fear, he drinks too much I'm actually srs, then he would cry and sob, then he would say he didn't drink, he thinks I'm dumb, like very dumb, even though I could've bought him from the black market and he wouldn't even know. That's sarcastic by the way, I didn't buy him off of the black market, I guess?

I was outside my window and suddenly saw Kenny flying, what the hell. He was just flying, I knew it was him cause he got lice, and his hood is off, he dropped down and hit his head hard, I ran out to see if he was okay

"Kenny?" "Hey Kyle!" He said happily and hugged me " put your hood on I don't want lice! " I demanded, Kenny put his hood back on, " how has it been?! " he said, " how did you get here. " i spat out ignoring his question, " cartman put me on a canon ball and it went woosh "

" how are you gonna get back? " I questioned, " I don't know, I'll find a way soon! " he said questioning himself, at least I think he is.

so I guess I'm not lonely now, yippie

We talkes, he said about how Stan is getting better ever since that day, I don't wanna tell Kenny about me talking to him but I accidentally said about me liking Stan, he seemed supportive. I'm really glad I had a friendship with Kenny, even though he's poor, I can still count on him whenever I have fights with Stan or more.

I let him stay at my house until he can go back home, which is probably not soon, but my parents won't mind, it will be just like when Stan came over almost all day, I went on Spotify to click on the playlist me and Stan made, I pressed play and the smiths came on, I smiled brightly, I remember when he used to sing it so weirdly his vocals ain't eating it up

Kenny looks at me confused of me just playing the smiths " what's funny? " he said confusingly " just a memory about me and Stan! " I smiled more " imagine being gay for your super best friend" " Kenny, your literally gay. " I punch his shoulder teasingly, it feels like South Park js the missing part is Stan.

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Cat is back yay

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