it's gone...and I finally realize there's no way to get it back.
all this time Ive been trying to hold on to you but for both of us to be happy I have to let go.
but it's harder than ever now. I don't know how to figure this one out.
I've invested so much...
given so much....
went through so much....
so much love....so much of myself....and so much pain.
And it was never about what I had to lose or gain
its about the love that I have in my heart for you.
and how now it's turning blue....
frozen in a time where we cannot go back and fix the many mistakes made.
how I wish oh I wish I could fix it
fix everything
fix myself so that I won't be so vulnerable
fix you so that you'll be the fool.
we would never get hurt because I know that I'd stay true.... and the fool does too. but like I said in the beginning its gone all gone.....
The love will never return
