I made mistakes and thought that they were mine's to make. but ive realised that at the end of the day it's better with a chase. though we're cool it doesn't give me the right to be a fool. I thought it was cool to do what we do. but it's not and life come with consequences and we can't always escape them and though it's killing me inside I can't hide.no more hiding and no more fighting it's time to stop lying and own up to what transpired. he wanted me I wanted him attraction had been there from the beginning.and its time to take a stand. at the time It was just supposed to be one thing but that one thing led to another and I wanted more and got greedy and I foolishly handed myself over. no questions asked and it will forever be part of my past. a past that I can not change and and part that has damaged my name.
