Mina's POV
The lunch change into a dinner as I took abit long to cook the meal.. after my head is just not feeling right when I have to concentrate.. why is it so hard to even not thinking about past.. about her..
I look out the window glass in my apartment while the sky being so colorful before the sunset.. I play with the rings on my necklace and a bit losing myself daydreaming while I forgot someone is here watching me while eating..
"Your food is yummy, I wonder why you didn't eat it" Momo said as she looks at me
"Oh.. sorry.. I am just.. noo just forget it" I said as I smile at her, Momo place her spoon down on the table as I stare at her
"You still can't move on?" She asked suddenly looking at the ring on my necklace
"I do feel the same, I can't move on from someone" she said as she grabs my hand and put the spoon on my hand
"Its hard right? But thinking about it won't change anything" she said as I look at her
Her eyes shown a sincere words she thrown to me and kinda have another meaning on it..
"Its hard, and why we just can't go back into that time" I said as I looks on my food and start to digs in
"We can't turn back the time, and we can't change anything.. we can't choose things like what we want always" she said
"I fell in love with someone I know that she doesn't even love me, I can't forget her.. she is my first love.." she said
"Why don't you just tell her" I said as Momo smile at me
"I never get chance to tell her back then, and I just realize that I love her when she left" she said
"Just tell her when you met her again" I said
"I already meet her again" Momo said
"Then tell her" I said
"I am telling her now" she said as I stop eating and look at her confused
She suddenly slowly get up from her chair..
"I know maybe this is not a good way to confess, and I know that person is not in love with me at all.." she said as I slowly put down my spoon on the table
"What do you mean?" I asked as she suddenly put her hand on the bar table and other side of hand grabs my shoulder ..
She leans close to me and I felt her lips on mine...
What Just happened?
She kiss me? I grabs her hand and pushed her away and gets up
She take a steps back from the tables we freeze for seconds in confused
Momo's POV
"I.. I think... I should go.. I am sorry Mina" I said as I turn away and grab my coat walking towards the door
What the hell I am doing.. stupid Momo..
"Is it me?" Mina said as I stop
I turn to look at her again..
"Yeah, its you" I said
"Why?" She asked
"I don't know.. its not me who want to fall in love" I said while she suddenly get into silent..
"I will go home, thank you for the meal.. Mina.. See you" I said as I walks towards the door and putting on my shoes but suddenly I felt Mina grabbing my coat
"Then.. you wanna date me?" She said as I look at her
"Mina, you don't love me" I said as she tighten her grips on my coat as she slowly looking into my eyes
"Give me time to learn to love you and forgot who I should forget" she said as she slowly let go of my coat
I look onto her eyes and down to her necklace..
"But..."
"Help me for not hurting anyone and forgetting someone" she said
"You are not hurting me, but hurting yourself" she said
"I am already hurt all these years, so can you heal me?" She asked
"Mina" I called her as I think my mind and my feeling is so damn confused for things that is ongoing here
She grabs my coat collar again and kiss me..
I grabs her hand thinking this is not a good idea..
But I am drown deep into her..
I slowly grabs her waist closer.. while our lips didn't even want to separated..
I took off my shoes.. and take a step into her home again while our lips seals to each other..
She pulls aways and looks at me..
"I am the one who ask... please help me to love you" she said as I took off my coat and let it fall on the ground..
"Are you sure?" I asked as she nodded
Then I held her closer and kissed her again
She keeps taking steps back as it ends.. leaning on the walls.. she pulled away to get some air as I do...
"Slowly" Mina suddenly said as it make me come to my sense
"Sorry" I said as I take a step back..
"You can stay here tonight, if you don't wanna leave" she said as she grabs my coat that fell on the ground before..
She walks in and hag it on her hanger..
To be continued...
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