"morning sammy" i say as i have a slight blush raliising the marks that were left on him
"morning coalbear is it okey if i go to the gym today?"
"yeah ofc baby!" i put my hand on his cheek and kiss him2 hours later
i ring sam (no answer)
i ring again.
(no answer)
i rung a thirs time and there was still no ansewer but by then i was already having a panic attack
i rummage throufh my bed side drawer to fine a razor blade.
i lock my door ans start cutting1 for not being good enough
2 for being selfish
3 for being fat
4 for being ugly
5 for being a faggoti never had the best time as a kid ive always been frutiy and i told my mom at a young age she accsepted me till i dated sam so thats when i started to cut.
i just bleed
and bleed.
and bleed.the world went dark
(CLIFHANGER BITCHES)
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