I feel whole and all at once.
[I'm nothing and everything; I'm the trees, the birds, the breeze. There's still pressure on my head, but whatever it is is whole if I'm free to breathe in full of nature places; I'd like to be silent and just wonder observe and listen and breathe, absorb everything in I'm all and all in me and me not me in all. It lifts me and expands me to the size of the universe itself.]
I'm cosmos.