lost I'm lost I'm losing myself
/ after my own mind
me so behind
but behind what
a sword through my head
It's haunting me
why do I keep pretending keep faking
strength I don't have
I hate myself so much
yet this body so stubborn
Does it hate me too?
I'm craving for some blissful oblivion
no harm
Why couldn't it be here?I sink
I can't disown the trapdoor at my feetIt gotta swallow me