The life of a hunter (Dean Winchester love story )

Morning therapy

Ps. I made this awful photo at the top.

knock knock

" Katie, open up" Dean's morning voice calls through my motel door.

"Sorry, shes not here." I yell pulling the covers over my head.

"Really, this is what were doing?" Dean asks with a soft chuckle.

I try to be silent, maybe he'll go away.

Its not that I don't want to talk to him and make sure he's okay, I just know how his mind works. If I bombard him with a bunch of questions, He'll just tell me he's fine and shut me out. I have to play with him a bit and try to make him as happy as I can. If you treat him like his normal self and don't show any signs of pity, then he'll open up on his own.

Dean science.

" I brought whiskey" he says after a moment laughing.

I make sure I loudly shuffle over to the door and open it quickly.

"You should've led with that." I say grabbing the bottle and walking over to my bed to open it. Dean closes the door and enters my room wearing a grey shirt, blue jeans, and his old black boots.
"What's up?" I ask as I sit on my bed and swig the bottle.
"Nothing, just wanted to come over and check on you, you've been pretty quiet." Dean says shuffling on his feet.
Liar.
"I'm good. Just a little tired I guess." I say laying on the bed. "How are you?" I ask casually.
"I'm ok, I guess." He sounds unsure.
"Why do you guess." I ask sitting up.
After a moment he speaks.
"Well we did just find out my dad's still alive so ,I guess that's a start to finding him." He says sitting down next to me.
"Yea. And you must be happy about him basically letting you fill in for him on his hunts." I smile.
"What?"
"You know, his voicemail."
"Oh yea, that." He says smiling looking at the floor.
"You are happy, aren't you?" I ask softly.
He looks like he's about to lie but looks over into my intense eyes and his fake smile slowly drops.
"Honestly, I don't know how I feel about it" he sighs finally.
"I do." I say as he turns to look at me.
"You feel honored that he sees so much in you but scared as hell that you'll somehow let him down. You feel relived that he's alive but also a little angry that he didn't just call you himself. Most of all you feel confused as to why he left you in the first place." I say slowly and passionately as he stares into my eyes, taking in every word.
"How'd you know." He says quietly.
"Because it's how I'd feel. If all this pressure was on me to be this hunting, son, big brother superman, I'd feel like that too." I say touching his arm.
He laughs a little.
"Thank you." He smiles.
"You can come talk to me anytime, I'll be your personal shrink." I smile.
"No, I mean thank you for everything, all of it. You didn't have to come." He says seriously.
"Of course I did. Couldn't let my boys go running around unsupervised." I smirk.
"So we're your boys now." He asks smiling.
"Yea, you are." I say before I stand up.
"I'm about to go take shower." I say.
"Oh ok well, I'll see you in minute." He says walking out the room but he stops at the door.
"Katie?" He says turning around.
"Yea?" I poke my head out the bathroom.
"....nothing. just hurry up." he says before smiling and closing the door and walking out.
Ok then.

Just a little something something to hold you guys over until I write the next chapter.
Don't forget to comment.
What was Dean going to say?
Will they find john?
Why is Dean so attractive?
All will be revealed next time.
Loveulotz
Your fearless leader ;)