Hard life?

Chapter 14

It is now 4 days after what happened between me and carman it's a Friday, I don't have any work but I do have school I haven't been tow school since Monday the doctor said just telex for a couple of days so I did and I am scared of how everyone will react I am sure they all know cause of gossip and when there's drama everyone knows about it.
I sigh as I see the frout entrance to the school I ipen the door and start walking and everyone in the room stares at me. I am wearing long sleeves so no one can see my bruises. people are whispering and starring its quite scaring and I need to get my locker. when I open the door to my locker I note alms to the ground I look around and pick it up it say...
*taylor I am so sorry what happened at the dance and I would like to talk to you and please give me a chance and don't shout at me met me after school at the frout entrance.
Rex ❤️*
I sigh and put the note in my pocket. I start walking and then someone hugs me it was Molly I am so glad to see her but she really hurting me I have a lot if bruises. "umm mol-ly your kinda hurting me" she jumps and says "sorry are you ok" she looks a little worried "I am fine I just have a couple of bruises" "oh" she says and then smiles "Luke and pepper were really nice to help you" I smile "yeah I would actually like to thank them have you seen them" I ask "nope sorry" I look at the ground "it's ok" "umm you don't look ok" I pull out the note from my pocket and let her read it she reads it "you should let him talk to you I know your mad but he could have a really good reason why he kissed Alice" i take the ntre and put it in my pocket and look at my shoes again and say " I guess". we keep walking to class when we get the I was stopped it was Alice " Taylor stay away from my boyfriend" I sigh and say "I have no problem staying away just tell him to stay away from me" her eyes get bigger "what" she says "yeah he turn up to my house and keeps trying to talk to me" she look at me and walks away gulping her hair.

After school I was walking down the hall when I heard "why do you go near her" it was Alice's voice "I am your girlfriend" she shouts at Rex he says "your not my girl friend I dont like you" she point at him "then why did you kiss me" he sighs and say "I kissed you because the guys were playing truth or dare and they dared me to kiss you or they would pick someone else to be captain and I really like being captain" he kiss her because he wanted to be captain how selfish can he get "oh so you used me your so selfish you know that you didn't think about my feeling or Taylor's you just went and kissed me any way and you think Taylor not going to think that selfish yes I may not know her that well but she had a good heart and u don't think she deserves you" she shout and then walk away I hide behind the lockers so they didn't see me and then when u knew she was gone I started walking away didn't want to hear what Rex had to say but I could here my ne being called "Taylor please wait" I stop "what I heard everything" he sighs "I know but I am sorry Alice is right I didn't think about anyone else's feelings and I am really sorry" I look at him and just stare at him then say "ok" and then I start walking home he doesn't stop me he just lets me go.

When I got home my heart felt broken and I just wanted to cry but I was going to stay strong. I put my bag at the bottom of the stairs and hind my jumper up and went into the kitchen and grabbed a mars bar. I stared out the window wandering what life would be without the drama without the worries but I think it would just be boring and life is all about the up and downs.

Later on the doorbell rings I jog to the door and open it to see Molly standing there "hey" I say "hey tee I thought we could hang for a bit we don't have to go any where" "sure" I say holding the door open for her and she walk in we go upstairs and sit I my bed Nick was still at work so u didn't have to ask him to leave. "so really I wanted to cone over to tell you........I think you should tell them about carman before you say anything look, look at your arms there bruised and scared and you eye still I isn't fully healed and you where in hospital" I sigh and look at her "I know but..... she was my friend and sometimes I like to think she still is my friend and I wish I could talk to her without her hurting me physically and mentally but I know she just wants to hurt me and I don't know what to do" I could feel the tears I ace been holding back all day on my cheeks and I just wanted to curl up in my bed and cry and cry molly hugs me as I cry into her shoulder and she tell me everything will be ok I know everything will be ok in the END but it's not ok NOW.