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MALIYAH.B It's been 3 days since the incident, and today is Monday.
I didn't go to school today knowing the fact people don't wanna come around Me for the 'Assumptions'
And I haven't seen nobody since 2 days ago.
I don't plan on seeing anybody for a while, Why?
Because I'm in a horrible state right in this moment.
I don't know how long I can survive knowing I'm a murder. Will god forgive me?
I'm praying everyday he will, I hope he understands I did it for my friends sake, and not mine.
If it was for my sake I would much rather have took that bullet to the head.
But obviously it was for notti, and I wouldn't let him loose his life knowing the dreams he has, and all the people that loves him.
Jay keeps blowing my phone up begging for a reply, but he keeps getting left on delivered
It's like I'm a ghost who can't communicate.
Does that make sense?
Because people are always trying to communicate to ghost but sometimes the ghost doesn't reply.
I finally got up From my bed after not eating or moving all day.
I still wasn't hungry if I'm being honest. I felt so dizzy when I got up, feeling the need to pass out and not wake up
Then I look at my arm
"Damn bitch" I mumbled to myself
Seeing all the fresh scars over the old scars.
I hated being in such a state.
STINKAAA😛😛💕 mh?
Why you not answering me?
Are you okay?
I'm coming over.
Have the door unlocked read at 4:51
I went to my closet putting on a hoodie and some sweatpants.
Just then was a knock on the door.
I ran down my steps to get the door
I twisted the nob slowly revealing Jay
He brung me into a tight hug
A long one, one that I've really needed
"Are you okay?" He mumbled rubbing my back "yea I'm fine" I smiled though he couldn't see my face
"Are you sure? You haven't texted me at all." He let go of the hug grabbing my shoulders "sorry I had lost my charger and just been watching tv" I shrugged a little
"Your such a bad Lier" he laughed "you kept reading my messages"
"Oh."
"Yea but, do you want to watch a movie or something?" He went to sit on the couch "you already know" I went to the kitchen getting snacks
I grabbed the box of hot chips, and grabbed fruit roll ups, and cookies
Then I ran to my room to get my edible nerds.
I then ran BACK down stairs to the couch smiling at Jay
"Ooo" he mumbled grabbing the snacks out my hands "AND YOU GOT EDIBLES?" He shouted taking them out of my hand
"Stoppp, we gonna use the fruit roll ups with that" I complained.
I took 2 fruit roll ups out handing one to Jay and me keeping the other one.
I opened the fruit roll up, unraveling it
I then put the edibles down then rolled it up like a joint, licking it
Then we ate it "this shit good as fuck" Jay pointed "nah word" I laughed "we boutta be zooteddd" I dragged "after this I'm gonna be knocked out, gangsta" he laughed
"and I'ma have the munchies, that's why I got all these snacks" I smirked "how you get the munchies when you high? I get tired as fuck" he raised a brow
"Nigga I don't know"
"We should watch the new scream" he grinned looking at me as I layed down in his lap "wordd" I said going to the app 'Peacock'
I searched up 'Scream 6' then soon started it
"AWH NAHH" Jay screamed as the girl got murdered "STOP THIS MADNESS" he covered his eyes
"Turn this off liyah! I'm not fucking playing" he whined
"You a pussy" I laughed "HOW? HE JUST SNEAKED HER! SHIT AIN'T FAIR!" He screamed throwing his hands up "FACTS THO!"
"SHE WAS INNOCENT WTF" we both screamed
We soon feel asleep 58 minutes later
With me laying on top of jay and his arms rapped around my waist on the couch.
