Law Breaker | BL

2-club

My eyes wandered around the room, it felt too lonely looking at how the things are now.
It felt as if the world has stopped and has changed from bright and colourful land with hope to a dark, gloomy, eerie place which has been doing nothing but acting like a prison to me.

I felt as if i have someone gripping my throat and squeezing it hard enough for me to feel the pain but not as hard to kill me.

Torture

My thoughts were interrupted when I felt a hand tightly gripping on my waist and squeezing them hard.
Just leave me alone...

"Don't leave me Hani..."
I heard a faint voice of the person beside me.
I laughed, surprised.

You are not leaving me alone even in your dreams

I looked at Jooha and saw his frowned eyebrows, his hands tightly gripping my waist and his head against my neck as if I'm going to leave if he let go.
"Hani..i love you so much please...wait"
His voice started becoming loud by each word and he started shaking. I raised my head and looked at him blankly and then closed my eyes, quietly laying down again.

"don't leave!"
I felt the grip on me loosen and the figure beside me jerking up. He sat down on bed, all covered in sweat.
His eyes fell on me and i swear I felt his burning gaze on me even when I had my eyes closed.
"oh god Hani.....i love you so much I'll never let you go"
He said and kissed my forehead while i laid there pretending to be asleep, disgusted by his touch.
Wearing his shirt he got up and went downstairs.

I slowly opened my eyes and remembered the time when it all started.
If i only i could change the past.

Past
"Mom is he going to stay with us?"
I looked at the man with a boy who held his hands standing infront of me with my big doe eyes.

"He is thirteen i believe?", The man infront of me asked looking at my mom as she gave him a nod happily.

"Hani he is going to stay with us from now on, respect him he is your father"
My mom's last words rang in my ear as a big smile appeared on my face.

"I'm finally going to have a father!"
I said and hugged my mom as she warmly welcomed me in her embrace.

Finally..
A complete happy family of my own

Present
Happy family?
Bullshit

Nothing can get this heavy feeling off my chest.
I shouldn't have embraced the family. I should have told my mom that we were living off good without them.
I should have told my mom that i don't need him as my father and jooha as my step brother.

"Hey Hani let's go to the club, it's already night"
A loud voice came from down stairs getting me out of my thoughts.
I slowly got up and made my way to the bathroom changing into an outfit making sure that the J was hidden.

In the club-
"Get me one more drink!"
Jooha's loud voice had me covering my ear with my hands.
We were sitting on a sofa in the club and the atmosphere around me made me gag.
All filled with the smell of alcohol and sex.
People were literally throwing themselves on each other not caring about a single thing around them.

What kind of club is this?
I looked around blankly and my eyes fell on the person sitting beside me. His one hand held a glass of alcohol while his other hand were on my thighs, caressing them.
He looked at me and gave me a big smile with his eyes barely open.

"Hey would you like to have a drink?"
My eyes diverted to the guy who said this.
My eyes held fear as those words left his mouth.

Idiot, shut up!

My eyes automatically moved to look at Jooha and i wasn't pleased with what i saw.
He sat there completely furious in rage.

"Can't you see me? I am sitting right beside him... can't you see his fucking partner?!"
Jooha's loud voice was nothing compared to the music which was played but it was enough to make me flinch and quiver in fear.

"Uh sorry man didn't see ya.."
This guy is choosing death..

"Say that one more time...let that dirty mouth of yours speak those words again asshole!"
Jooha got up and was furiously marching towards the poor soul who didn't know that the distance between him and death were just few meters apart.

"Dude what the hell?!", The boy said as Jooha grabbed him by his collar.
I quickly went up to them trying to get Jooha of that guy, continuously apologising and trying to get his hands off him.

"Don't fucking touch me!"
Jooha yelled and pushed me as I fell back as my arm collided with the wooden part of the sofa.
I hissed in pain and a wave of anger came into me. I got up and slapped Jooha
Hard
Across his face

The room turned silent.
The music stopped.
Jooha looked at me furiously.
This was the moment all my bravery went and the fear came in rushing.
That damn boy..

"Hani..darling, let's go home"
Oh shit