Out of the Blue

Lovers by faith ?

I kissed him,and his eyes gave me comfort.
He kissed me back. His lips were the most soft and angelic thing I have ever kissed.
( besides my cat minty ) I AM KISSING A BOY ? IN MY WHOLE LIFE I HAVE NEVER KISSED A BOY ?!
As he kissed me back he held my hip and kissed my tongue ( I know it was weird so just don't read this ) the next thing you know we were making out.

20 minutes later my phone started buzzing even more louder, I finally pushed Marcus back and checked my phone which was on the piano stand.
-"what are you okay ?"
-"yes my phone is buzzing and I don't know why "
-"don't worry you can check that later "
-but it might be Lexus ?"
-"true " I took my phone and I was right
100 missed calls from Lexus!!
I gave Marcus the worried look and started adjusting my dress.

-"w-where are you going ?" Said Marcus
-"Lexus called me a 100 times !! And I feel bad because I left her to make out with her brother ?!"
-" You should've told me that I- I could've helped "

-" I didn't have time to tell you because I as busy enjoying it." He looked at me and chuckled abit.
-" we'll I guess now we're official " he said while adjusting his shirt and going out the door .
-"EXCUSE ME UR SISTER CALLED ME 100 TIMES AND U ONLY THINK ABOUT US?"
I Yelled in a quite voice .

-"I will always think about you especially "
-"gosh your so annoying" I said as a joke .
I started calling Lexus back but she wasn't picking up,I started walking in path going back and forth since I was worried.

What if she got murdered,what if she jumped of a cliff ?! Then I will be the bad friend who didn't answer. The only thing I can blame for overthinking is my  Thanatophobia and anxiety.
Marcus saw I was worried so he help my hand and told me to relax while helping me sit on the bed.
-" a-am I a bad friend ?"
-"no?"
-"really because we made a promise to not date each other's relatives especially siblings ." I said trying to catch my breath.
-"Just because you fell in love doesn't mean you broke a promise, some promises are hard to keep, and some aren't meant to be promises am sure Lexus will understand.
-Undertand what ?"
Said Lexus.
-"Lexus! I-I can explain "
-"explain what ? That you made out with my brother ?"
-"what no no it's just-"
-"ITS WHAT  HUH THAT YOU LIKE MY BROTHER?!"
-"NO!WELL YEAH KIND OF B-" as soon as I said no Marcus looked at me With a sad face but he knew I didn't Mean it.
-"AND YOU MARCUS ?  REALLY MY BEST-FRIEND  "
-"I never knew that I couldn't date my crush ?"
-"your crush appears to be my Best-friend for 6 years !"said Lexus looking mad but trying not to cry.
-"we never said we made out?" Marcus said trying to not make the situation worse.
-"Lexus am sorry I was trying to look for you but then I got caught up and at first I went to give your brother his pen back since he left it in chemistry class so i-"
-"so you made out with him and left me alone with a bunch of jerks ?"
-"what no ?!"
-"YOU DID BECAUSE THEY MADE FUN OF ME AND ONLY CARED ABOUT MY DRESS BECAUSE YOU WORE IT! ALL MY LIFE I WAS IN SOMEONE ELSES SHADOWS BUT AM DONE !!" Said Lexus crying and her mascara getting ruined.
-"W-WHAT YOU COULD'VE AT LEAST  TOLD ME   ABOUT IT I MEAN AM I THAT BAD FOR JUST BREAKING ONE PROMISE THAT PROBABLY WOULDN'T LAST ?!
I regretted that last second but I was too mad to back out.
-" am gonna go out that door in 3seconds but first I want to ask you both something ."

Marcus looked at me panicked and also confused while I was crying and I got my mascara ruined as-well.
-"did you guys make out? Now answer me honestly."
Me and Marcus looked at each other while trying to come up with a lie because we knew she would hate us if we said the truth.

-"what do you mean you don't BELIVE us ?!"
-"SHUT UP  AND ANSWER!"
I got scared because Lexus never yelled at me.
She looked at both of us really sad and done for while waiting for an answer.
I took a breath and decide to tell the truth
Because I remembered what my mom said that a truth can either break our relationship or fix it.
-"yes we did.." I said
-"wow not only you lied to me but you also broke a promise."
-"I just t-told the truth and you're m-mad ?"
-"YES I AM AND I FUCKING HATE YOU FOR THIS !"
And she  took a pillow and threw it at me.
Until I lost it and took my bag and threw it at the back of her head.
After that we got in the biggest fight ever that rev en Marcus couldn't break it up.
We finally stopped pulling each other's hair and I left storming out of the door.
-"YOU WHORE " screamed Lexus behind me .
I called my mom to pick me up quickly,
After she saw me with my messy hair and my make up ruined she looked confused.
-"Honeyy what's wrong with your hair an-and make up ?"
-" I don't wanna talk about it."
-"come on honey ! Wait where is Lexus isn't she supposed to be with you ?" Said my mom .
-"NO I DONT WANT HER HERE" I yelled . My mom realised why I am mad and just took my hand and told me we will figure it out.
As soon as I got home I went straight to my room and cried  for more than an hour.