Chapter 6

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Skylar’s P.O.V

Ohmygodohmygodohmygod. What was I going to do?? I was only 17. I wasn’t ready to be a mother… I ripped open another pregnancy package test and checked again. I raised the little white stick that was about to determine the rest of my life and slowly opened my eyes. It was there. That little faint line was there.  I closed my eyes and sat down on the closed toilet lid and sobbed. What was wrong with me? How could I do this to Harry and I? Would this change our relationship?? After a while of crying I got up from the seat and drying off my face on a towel. I caught my reflection in the mirror. I looked awful…red rimmed eyes, bags under my eyes, makeup and hair both a mess…

But I didn’t care. Not now, not when something this big was happening to me. I needed to go to my doctor and see if I really did have a baby in my stomach. Pregnancy tests sometimes were wrong.

I threw on some sweats, a t-shirt, then a sweatshirt on top on that. I really hoped that no one would see me on my way out.

I was now living in Harry’s flat because we were currently dating. At first Lou hadn’t been too open to the idea, but Harry and I eventually convinced him. Because of my grades (which were really good) my mother said that I would be able to stay here in London longer because I had liked it so much. I was now just finishing school here and applying for colleges. I wasn’t exactly sure where I wanted to go yet, but now that I was probably pregnant, I wasn’t sure if I would be able to go to college.

“Hey Babe, where are you going?” I heard Harry’s voice float through the living room. Crap. I was so close to the door.

“Hey Haz.” I smiled and kissed him on the cheek. “I’m just going out to pick up some chips, or crisps as you call them, for our movie night later.”

Harry grinned. “Good! I’m starving!”

I laughed at him. “You’re beginning to sound like Niall!”

“I know, Love, but for some reason I am really super duper hungry.”

“K babe, then I better get going before you explode with hunger.” I winked at him, teasing.

“Ok love, just be back soon. I can’t stand a moment without you. It make me feel so lonely.” He looked at me with his big greens eyes lovingly. I smiled weakly. Was he still going to look at me like that when I told him the news?

Harry walked out of the room and I turned towards the door. I got on my Nike running shoes, I mind as well be comfy.  As I got in my new car the Liam and Zayn had got for me, ‘A present so you can get away from that crazy man your living with’, I didn’t feel so good. I quickly got out of the car and ran around to the back of the house. I threw up all of my breakfast that I had just eaten. Gross. Ughh, this was not fun. I had been puking for the last week or so and I knew that something was definitely up.

Once again I heaved myself into my car which I always smiled at when I got in. It was nice to have a car that was all mine.  I drove to my doctors office, which was not that far away, only 10 or 15 minutes.

“Hello, may I help you?” The receptionist asked.  She had blonde hair with bright red lipstick and her hair pulled up into a tight bun on the top of her head. She looked to be about in her late 20’s and I already didn’t like her. She looked kinda bitchy. Her smile was just a little too sweet…

“Hi, yes, I have an appointment with Dr. Nexil.”

She looked on her computer and said, “Name?”

“Skylar Kaylie.”

“Oh yes, you’re right here. Have a seat and the doctor will be right with you.”  She said, not looking up from her computer at all.

I looked around and then sat in one of the plastic green chairs that were set up.  There were a couple magazines spread out on the table next to me, so I picked one up without looking at the title. Oh gosh. It was a ‘new parent’ magazine. I smiled sadly leafing through it, looking at all of the things I would want my baby to have. I suddenly felt a strange protection feeling. It was like I knew something was in my stomach and I could never let anybody hurt it. Never. If I was pregnant, I would not have an abortion. I don’t think I could live, knowing that I killed something inside of me.

“Ms. Kaylie?” I looked up, startled.

“Yes, that’s me.”

“Dr. Nexil is ready for you.” A nurse said, and then waved me over. “Let’s go sweetheart.”

I nodded, and walked along the hallway. It seemed like it went on forever, and right as I was getting tired, the nurse stopped. She smiled and opened the door.

“I’ll leave you two to your business.” The nurse said and then walked out of the room and closed the door.

I looked at Dr. Nexil and smiled. “Hi Doc.”

“Hello Skylar! How are you today?”

“Well, not so good..”  I said looking down at my hands.

“Why don’t you tell me what’s wrong?” Dr. Nexil said gently.

“Uhh..well…IthinkImightbepregnant.”

“Skylar, I did not understand one word you just said. Now say it slower.”

“I think I might be…pregnant.” I took a deep breath. That felt really good to just let it out, to tell someone.

“Oh my! Well, in that case we need to check! Please lay down on this table and I will go get the gel. All of the equipment I will be using is already here.” He pointed to a machine that had a screen and something attached that looked like a scanner.

“I’ll be right back.” He said again, and walked out of the room. A few minutes later he reappeared with a clear jar. Inside of the jar was some sort of blue stuff.

“Now I will put some of this on your stomach and then run this scanner over. If you are pregnant, then we will see something appear on the screen.”

“Ok. I’m ready.”

“Alright. But Skylar, I have to warn you that this gel is pretty cold.”

I cracked the first smile since I had seen Harry. “That’s ok.”

Dr. Nexil put on some latex gloves and then scooped some gel onto his fingers. He wiped it onto my tummy, and I winced. It was really cold. Dr. Nexil smiled apologetically.  “Sorry, but I told you it was cold. Now let’s see if we can find a baby in the womb of yours.”

I nodded again and braced myself. This moment would determine the rest of my life and Harry’s.

“Well, the results are…”

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