He's my ex bestfriend

Chapter 1

A few weeks have passed in school. Me and Austin broke up and I miss Austin so much me and his before we broke up we had some fun. He finally had sex with me. And Thats what I think broke us up. He just wasn't ready to do stuff with me and he was still extremely pissed that I had to have dinner with Connor and his family still he shouldn't have been mad about that. I love Austin so much but I guess it was our time to just break up. Sadly. But the up side is Me and Ashley have been hanging out a lot more and Kyle my best friend is moving back up here. It's Saturday and we are having dinner with the Lee's tonight. Lucky me. Connor has been giving me dirty looks a lot more lately and I guess I just don't like his bull shit any more. RING RING RING.
"Hello"
"Hey Jenna it's Tasha Connors mom. Your moms not answering her phone so I got your number from Connor. But to night at dinner I would like all of you to dress nice. It's fancy." She said to me.
"Okay can do. What time are we supposed to be going? It's now 2."
"6 and I do have a question for you."
"Oh okay and what's the question."
"What's going on between you and Connor? You guys are good and then 7th grade hit what happen? And I'm so sorry to hear you and Austin breaking up. That's just sad."
"Honestly I don't know. But it was time me and Austin get a break. I wanted stuff he didn't want and he wanted stuff I didn't want."
"Oh okay. Just letting you know that it's all fancy tonight. We will be over at your house at 4:30."
"Okay see you tonight bye." That's when I hung up the phone. I called for my mom and told her. She said okay. Now I need to take a shower. I grab a towel and everything else I need. The hot water that is running over me feels so great. I love it. I get out and rap my self in my towel. I walk to my room. Kyle and his friend are in there. And my brother Kyle has some hot friends. This friends name was jake.
"What are you guys doing in my room?"
Kyle says "I was wondering if we could hang out with you for a little bit."
"I guess you can if you want too."
"Ya we do." I was thinking I'm in my towel naked and not dressed and I have to get ready. Shit. What did I get my self into. "What are you wearing tonight?" Kyle asked me.
"Most likely one of my tight black short dresses with a silver belt and a pair of nude heels." Jake was just staring at me. I was in a tank top and my Hollister jean shorts. Kyle walks out of the room to go get something to eat. I walk over to my dresser to blow dry my hair when Kyle says something "you are so beautiful Jen. I can't believe I haven't noticed you until now."
"Well thank you jake. But I'm a freshman and your a junior so I don't think you should ever have noticed me in that way anyways."
Man jake was so damn sexy but I couldn't get Conner out of my head.
"So I'm throwing a party in two weeks and I want you too come. Bring as many people as you want. But just don't bring a date."
I smiled.
"Can I give you my number so you can text me the details of the party. So ya know where I'm supposed to go and stuff."
I was thinking what am I doing. I mean I'm not virgin and I have done stuff with guys.
"Yeah. Here's my phone." I put my number in jakes phone. As Conner was walking in jake leaned in to kiss me. Conner said "Jen your mom wants to know when your gonna be done with that towel. But the looks of it you are done." He grabs the towel and leaves my room and I pull apart from jake just in time before my brother walks into the room. I walk over to my dresser and blow dry my hair. Jake just keeps staring at me and he's so cute but he's my brothers best friend. I can't do that too him. I had pictures all over my room. Pictures of me and buddy, of me and Conner, of me a Ashley, Kyle, my mom and more. Let's just say I love pictures. But jake and Kyle were looking at my pictures. Kyle started to laugh at one and I asked him "witch one are you laughing at?"
He said "the one of you and Conner and your in his clothes and he's in your clothes." He looked at me for a minute then asked "what happen between you to? You guys used to me inseparable."
"Look 8th grade happen and guys happen and 7th grade was just fun in games. I liked guys he didn't get along with. Ya I love Conner but things happen and people change." Him and jake left my room and I finished getting ready. I wore a white dress with some while heels and a infinity necklace and Dimond hoops. It was 6. And we were sitting at the restaurant. And it went my mom me Conners mom and Abi. On the other side my dad, Conner, Conners dad, and Kyle. Conners have brothers but they never come around. They are always at there dads house. We all start talking and Conner says "did you here what Jens been doing?" Then he looks down at his phone and mine goes off. It was a picture of me and jake kissing and then he texts I know you have been blowing guys.
"You guys know what Conner has been doing?" Oh Ima get him. I have so much shit on him.
"Jen has been doing stuff with guys."
"Conner has been skipping school ditching class."
Conners mom stood up and said "STOP BOTH OF YOU! this was supposed to be a nice family friend dinner and you two always find away to ruin it! We were all going to tell you that we are going on vacation for Christmas this year and that me and mike are trying to have another baby. So thank you Jenna and Conner you guys always try to ruin everything." That's when I blew up.
"YOU KNOW WHAT TINA, MAYBE JUST MAYBE IF CONNER WASNT SUCH A DICK I COULD LIVE WITH IT. IM TRYING HERE. IM NOT THE ONE THAT WAS SAYING SHIT IN THE FIRST PLACE. IM TIRED OF ALL OF YOU GUYS TREATING ME LIKE IM SO INNOCENT. ITS NOT MY FAULT THAT YOUR SON HATES ME TINA HELL ITS NOT MY FAULT THAT I FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM AND......" That's when I realized what I said and I got up so fast and walked out of that restaurant and grabbed my phone and called Austin. I heard my mom and Conners mom say "omg" like I spent every day with him they should have known something was going to happen. I love Conner and nothing's ever gonna change that. Austin pulled up and I felt like everything just fell as part as soon as I saw him. I didn't know what to say. so all I said was "will you please take me home?"
"Yes Jen I will." We sat in complete silence the whole ride home. I got out of his car and said "thank you very much austin. that just helped me a lot." then after that I watched him pull away. I went up to my room and then I heard a car door and another and another and then I heard another car. I thought mother fucker. why does this have to happen to me. My mom and Conners mom came up too my room. I was packing a bag. "We need to talk." They both said at the same time.
"And what do we need to talk about? There's really nothing to talk about. What are we going to talk about how lovely our family is. How great of friends we have. How I've been having sex? What is it exactly?" Conner walks in my room and stairs at me. "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU STAIRING AT!"
He said in sorta a sad voice "you have been having sex?"
"I um that's non of your business." My mom looked at me with anger.
"You just told us at dinner that you love him. Why are you doing this Jen. You are such a sweet girl." My mom had said and looked at me.
"Mom no body in high school is a virgin and I will have sex with who ever I want too. And it was one time to get it over with and the thing is I don't know Conner anymore to know if I love him like that anymore. Now Tina mom do you have anything else to say to me?"
Tina looked at me and said "Conner loved you too." I looked down at my feet and just ignored what she said.
"Where are you going?" My mom had questioned me.
"Well I planned on going to Ashley's but she's not answering her phone so I think I'm gonna just go to bed."
"Good night Jen." They both had said and walked out of my room. Conner came over and sat on my bed next too me and he said "Jen I'm sorry. I didn't know that's how you felt about me. It's just I thought you saw me as your older brother more than anything and all the guys you dated it was just different. I have a question."
"What's that?" I ask and he looks at me with his beautiful eyes and says "who brought you home today." I felt like a total bitch when he asked me I looked away and said "I think it's time you leave my room. I wanna go to bed." That's when my phone went off. Conner saw it was jake calling me. He said "are you gonna tell your brother that he is talking to you? Look Jen I never stopped caring for you."
"Conner I don't know what I want anymore. But I don't wanna be treated like shit from any guy. And I'm scared when something goes wrong your gonna leave." I looked at him and all he said to me was "Jen I love you and care for you way too much. Please just give me a chance." I stood up and said "fine." We both got In my bed and dozed off into a deep sleep.