He's my ex bestfriend

Chapter 5

It is time to go on vacation. School went by fast jake is still really upset with me, me and Conner are getting along really well and us getting along is making our families happy and that's all that matters to me as of right now. I miss jake he was my baby. The sleeping arrangements aren't the best. Me,Conner, Ethan, Ashley, Kyle and Jake all have to share a cabin but there's only 5 rooms and there's 6 of us. Ashley said she would not share a room. So me and Conner are sharing a room but we got the master bedroom witch was fine with me. Just Jake wasn't liking us being together in the same bed. But I didn't mind it. After a while everyone decided to go swimming. I put on my pink bathing suit and Hollister shorts over top. I walked out of the room every one else was dressed and ready. Conner grabbed my hand and we walked that way all the way to the ocean. Jake was giving us glares and Ashley was stuck up my brothers ass. I swear something is going on between them. But hey it's okay. I was brought outta my thoughts when Conner said "babe do you wanna go swimming?"
I replied "no I think Ima just lay here and get some sun."
"Okay we are all gonna be swimming jakes tanning too you sure your good alone with him?"
"Yah I'm fine babe." With that he ran off and sat next to me was Jake. He was staring at me and I could feel his eyes on me. I looked over and said "is there something on my face?"
"Um no it's just your so beautiful." I didn't know what to say. I miss my Jake! I don't know if it was love but it was something real. Something I've never had before. I mean Austin but he's nothing I've ever wanted. I responded. "Thank you jake."
"You know you don't have to act like this. You know I don't want you with him. Why are you even doing this. I love you Jen you are seriously my everything."
"You are the one who broke up with me jake. I don't need this shit from you right now. This is all bull shit. All I want is to be happy and you, you are making it so hard and difficult. I'm don't Jake I don't even think me and you will ever work!" Our whole relationship was a joke and I could feel it. It wasn't worth even being upset over anymore. I really do think me and Conner will work out.
"What ever Jen, I would make you happy. We just needed a break. I didn't want you to jump into anything. You can Conner are always gonna be friends and that's it. Trust me I mean come on he sleeps with every girl he meets." With that I was pissed, I mean I understand where he is coming from but now. It's non of his business.
"Jake, me and Conner aren't together. But hey you never know what will happen I mean look at the way we are around each other now. And honestly do you think I'm dumb? Ik he has slept around. Who hasn't. I've had sex with other guys too. But I know he won't go around talking to someone else if I give him a chance. And that's what I'm going to do. Give us a chance." With that I stood up and ignored him and walked away I was pissed, beyond pissed.

~~~~~~~~~~hours passed~~~~~~~~

I was tired and exhausted. But still had to eat. I went and ate and went back to my room. Conner was laying there on his phone, texting someone. I wanted to know who. So I went and sat next to him and laid my head on his shoulder. I saw the name Lucy, before he had clicked the phone off. I didn't say anything. I stood up grabbed clothes And went and got a shower.  I was aggravated. The hot shower was amazing I got out. Put on my pjs and everyone was in the living room except Conner. They asked me if I wanted to watch a movie. I obviously was to tired I said no. I stopped out the door of the room listening to conners conversation. He said something to the girl on the phone. It was a bit confusing he said it couldn't be his no way. I walked in and he said he had to go and hung up. He said "hey"
Of course I answered back "hey."
"You okay?"
"Honestly just tired, but they are watching movies down stairs, why aren't you down there watching them too?"
"I was talking to a friend. Do you wanna go watch them?" He asked
"No I just wanna go to bed. You can if you want too I'm just ready to go to bed. I don't feel to good. I have a head ache and I'm really aggravated with some things."
"I'll stay with you and we and cuddle and talk If you want." All I could think of was what if he tries something like tries to have sex then what do I do?
"I mean you can would be nice to have someone to talk to. We could catch up, get to know each other more and see if there is something here." I wish I didn't say that last sentence because then he replied with "oh honey I can promise you right now that there is something between us. Jenna I love you. I mean Ik it's soon but I really do love you. You mean a lot too me. It's been hard not being able to talk to you. It's pretty nice being able to lay next to you in bed for two whole weeks." I blushed. Witch I wish I didn't but it came. Curse his sweetness!
~~~~~~~~couple days later~~~~~~~

It was the day before Christmas. I was so excited! I loved going out and shopping. But my favorite thing to open on Christmas is my Victoria secret panties and bras! This year jake and Conner are gonna be here. I hope jake gets pissed when I open them!!
"BABY! You ready to go?" Conner had yelled at me. The past couple of days have been great with him. No we haven't had sex yet. But I do want to have sex with him. I just don't want him to think I'm easy going. Because I'm not.
"Yes I am." I looked in the mirror and looked at my sun dress and and sandals. I looked amazing. I walked down stairs to find everyone ready and looking amazing.
"Wow" Jake had said. Conner gave him the death glare and I swear if glares could kill, Jake wouldn't be here anymore.
"Um Thnxx Jake." He smiled. I blushed, Conner noticed. He didn't look to happy about it. But I let it be. We left. Got in the car and started the shopping portion.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ hours later~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Our shopping trip was finished and we all went back to the place. Conner was staring at me and so was jake.

Conner-
Jen is honestly so amazing and idk what I have done. But I do know that I love Jen. But these past few days all I can think about is Lucy. I wonder if Jenna heard anything the other night. Makes me curious. She's been kinda distant and jake sure as hell noticed it too. Lucy is claiming she's pregnant by me and it's not true. She says she's 4 months but when we had sex that was 6 months ago. So it's not mine it can't be mine. I was in my room and see Jen sitting on the bed. I walk over and sit next to her. I said "hey" she jumped a little.
"Hey Connor."
"What are you thinking about?"
"Just things." I wanted to know what things. I feel as if she's drifting away from me. I love this girl and I'm losing her. Her phone starts to ring. It said bb on it.
"I have to answer this Connor can you leave for a few min."
"Ya of course." I walk outta the room and down stairs wondering who BB was.

Jens pov
Bethany was calling. I asked her to snoop on me for this Lucy chick. She did and it turns out she's pregnant and she's saying it's connors. But what someone else said there's no chance it is. She's 4 months they did that 6 months ago.
"Okay thanks I'll call you later."
"If you need anything call me, bye"
I hung up the phone. Stormed out of the room and out of the house. Everyone was watching. I didn't know what to do. But I couldn't be there. Connors face when he saw how pissed I was looked scared. I saw jake jump up and go after me but I just ran. It's now turning dark and I have no clue where I am.