The Idol Duo

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IDF Company

Freen's POV

Me: Again Becky, why do you have to wear such daring workout clothes? Aish!

Becky: Why? Is there a problem? Let them drool. It's okay, I'm single anyway. They can hit on me anytime.

I was hurt by what she said. She doesn't consider my feelings anymore.

Me: Is this what you wanted? Fine!

I didn't talk to her the whole day, heck, I didn't even talk to anybody. I was in a bad mood and everybody could feel my cold aura, so no one approached me. We had a short meetings regarding our comeback and now we are learning the dance steps. I did memorized it quickly because I was focused on the dance steps and never had time to look at Becky.

Evening came as we already need to go home. I've packed all my things and changed into a clean clothes as I wait for her at the elevator.

Becky: P'Freen, are you okay? Most importantly are WE okay? You haven't talked to me the whole day. What did I do to make you mad?

Me: Are you really asking me that?

I looked at her with anger and hurt visible in my eyes. I hope she can see it because I'm tired of hearing that she's not mine anymore.

The trip to the parking lot was really awkward until she held my hand, caressing it with her thumb.

Becky: I'm sorry. I'm just teasing you but I guess I've hurt you big time. I'm sorry P'Freen. What can I do to make it up to you?

Me: Be my girlfriend. Be mine again Becky.

Becky: P'Freen, you know that you need to prove to yourself to me again. My heart cannot be broken again and again.

Me: Then stop saying that you're single. Let me prove to you that I'm worth for a second chance. Becky, it hurts me already thinking that you are not mine anymore. Please, my heart is also hurting. I AM IN PAIN TOO.

A tear fell in my eye involuntarily. I don't want to show her my weak side but I had enough, I know that it's partly my fault that I let her go but I had responsibilities and if we really are made for each other we will be together  forever, that's what I believe but I think I'm about to give up.

Becky: I'm sorry, I'm just afraid on loving you again. I don't want to be be heartbroken again.

Me: And what about me? I'm suffering too. Becky, if your heart wants to love me don't build walls around it, coz' honestly I'm about to give up on us now. But still I'll give it a shot and will do my best for us, for our future so please stop pushing me away, I don't think I can hold on that tight anymore.

I wailed in front of her and good thing we're on an empty parking lot with just Khun DuanPen besides us. I went inside as she was shocked at my confession, my hurtful confession. She also entered my car, fidgeting in her seat as I drive along the road to our home.

At FreenBeck's Condo

Becky's POV

I am now in front of P'Freen's room, thinking whether to go inside and comfort her or just let her be.

Finally, I made a decision to just come inside and hug her till we sleep.

Me: P'Freen, I'm sorry about today. I won't say that again. I'm sorry if I ignored your feelings, I'm so densed with me feeling the victim but I didn't that you are in pain too. I'm  really sorry P'Freen.

As I back hugged her tight. Letting her feel that I'm really sincere with my apologies. Then a hand continuously tapped mine soothing me that it is okay.

P'Freen: It's okay. I know we are both hurting. But for now just me time to recharge and I will be back on chasing you again. I'm just tired and hurt but never will give up unless you kept on pushing me away like today.

We then slept until a sudden movement I felt in the middle of the night. It's P'Freen who stood up quietly and being careful not to wake me up but having insomnia makes me a light sleeper. I saw her going out of her room not minding to close the door.

I followed her and saw her at the veranda crouching on the railings while crying. It breaks me seeing her like that. I'm I being too harsh on her? Maybe I should open up my heart to her again. It also hurts me seeing her cry because of me. Should I just let her in again? I asked my heart. Without being noticed by her I'm already at her side, side hugging her.

Me: Come back inside, let's talk.

I guided her as she is feeling weak. I think it is really too much for her to handle.

P'Freen: I'm sorry to see me like this. I told you I'll be good as new tomorrow, don't worry.

Me: You don't have to say sorry for being weak in front of me. We'll get through this through thick and thin right?

She looked at me, still having those beautiful eyes even though it's sad and having tears continously flowing.

Me: Yes, I will give you a chance to show me that you deserve this second chance. I will open up to you, if I don't like it I will tell you, if I like something I will tell it to you, and if you do something I won't block it. Just hang on okay P'Freen? Give me time to fall in love with you again.

We didn't kiss but just hugged each other to sleep in the sofa. I guess we really are back to square one.

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Author's Note

Yup, me too. Back to square one. I've decided to continue though with less support to FreenBecky. I'm afraid I'll get disappointed again if I put too much on them. Please don't be mad at me, I'm still a fan but not that much anymore. I still love them though. Anyways, thanks for the hot welcome guys.