security

mixed up

Emily Pov:

i couldn't deal with it anymore i HAVE to know what y/n was going to say.

"Sam is y/n in her room?"

"she is ma'am" i nodded my head to the left and nudged for him to go elsewhere for a moment, i walked into y/ns room quietly i know she likes to read at this hour and i didn't want to disturb her too much but when i walked in i saw her cuddled up to Harry on the sofa, i was too late, i guess my question no longer matters i walked out

y/n pov:

at about 5am i woke up and decided i had to talk to Emily i'm not supposed to be doing anything but wedding stuff according to the text i'd been sent and it didn't start until 7am so i finally had time to talk to her i walked over to her room which was right opposite mine and i knocked on the door i heard her shuffling over and she opened the door

"y/n it's early what're you doing here are you okay?"
she was wearing a pair of short shorts and an army t-shirt her hair was down which was rare i basically only ever see her with her hair tied up

"can we talk, i don't think we will be interrupted this time" i was nervous that she'd say no but she just stepped out the way allowing me inside.

"Emily i just wanted to say that i have done a lot of thinking and i just i have to tell you because if i cant tell you who can i tell i am ga-"

"nice engagement ring" fuck! why's my life so complicated

"oh yeah our dads are forcing me and harry to get married even though we are just friends but that's not what i wanted to say i wanted to say emily i am a les"

"i don't know you seemed quite chummy snuggled up to him on the sofa and it looked to me like-"

"oh my god Prentiss shut up im trying to tell you something okay" she looked shocked that i'd interrupted her

"look i'm just saying it how i see it i don't care if you marry Harry Branton okay just don't tell me you don't like him you were literally spooning on the couch and" i couldn't take it anymore i had to shut her up so i could tell her ,the only thing i could think to do was to kiss her so i did i put my hands around her waist and i kissed her, it was the best kiss of my life her lips were just as soft as they looked and i swear she kissed me back

"i told you Emily okay i don't like Harry" she didn't say anything, i felt so embarrassed, what the fuck did i just do, so i left i walked out i went back to my room.

"HARRY,  HARRY HELP"

"y/n what is it what's wrong?" i paced back and forth in front of him and he stood up and held onto my shoulders waiting for me to say something, embarassed i buried my head onto his shoulder and mumbled

"i kissed my security detail"

"what did you say?"

"i said i kissed emily prentiss harry and she said nothing and so i left and i came here"

"oh fuck, y/n i'm sorry, maybe she was just shocked and didn't know what to say"

"i'm such an idiot, maybe i should just focus on the wedding i mean it's not like i have a chance with her you know my dad is homophobic"

"i know, and if that's what you want then okay we can focus on the wedding, we can sort something out but i just want you to be happy" he hugged me which was nice, i mean being stuck with Harry forever wouldn't be too bad i do love him just not in that way you know

"what are we gonna do harry?"

"what do you mean?"

"i mean you don't want to marry me you want to marry elizabeth and i don't want to marry you, no offence, there has to be something we could do"