Giyuu froze.
How did he find out.He probably thought he was so weak.Hes probably gonna make fun of me for it.Pitiful.
Sanemi grabbed giyuu's wrist.He winced at pain which distracted him from his train of thought. Sanemi awaited a response.Silence fill the surroundings. Giyuu was back into his thoughts. Submerged. As if he was drowning.
"Why"Sanemi questioned.
Giyuu didn't know either.He always had talking problems. The feeling of the silver blade slashing his arms distracted him from life. It gave him a break.
"I-I don't know."Giyuu muttered.
Sanemi rose.
"I'm telling master once we're done with the mission. Don't even try to object. "He stated.
Giyuu knew this was going to happened one day. He did it anyways.
They both went back to giyuu's estate as Sanemi no longer trusted him alone. Of course,Mitsuri was curious why her friends had left so early but just left it.
Giyuu and Sanemi finally arrived at his estate.
"So?"Sanemi spoke, breaking the silence.
"You never answered my question Tomioka "He continued
"I said it before. I don't know. I picked it up and it later became a habit. "He replied.
Long time skip
The two men had just finished their mission. Giyuu had an unsettling feeling in his stomach. He hadn't forgotten what Sanemi had said earlier. He said he would tell master about his self harm problems.
They both had to go to Shinobu as they had received some injuries.Luckily,not life threatening ones. Fortunately for Giyuu he had only gotten one on his leg and didn't need to show Shinobu his arms.
"Okay Sanemi your all done! "She said finishing wrapping Sanemi's arm, plastering a smile on her face.
"Tomioka San~ Your next. "She said, still plastering a fake smile on her face.
Giyuu was looking out at the beautiful sunset outside. He was wondering when and if Sanemi would tell master.
"Tomioka, "she said, making her voice louder.
He turned his attention to the shorter female.
"Yes?" he replied in his usual monotone voice.
"Its now your turn to be bandaged up. "she replied.
He made a noise like "Mmm"One like you may make when you have to get up. Giyuu didn't especially like talking to people. Especially Shinobu. He doesn't really love the butterfly estate because of the cold atmosphere.He became engulfed in his own thoughts once again.When he escaped from his own mind.He saw Shinobu waving her hand in front of his face.
"See,this is why nobody likes you nor wants to be your friend"she said,teasing Tomioka ,thinking it didn't affect him.Even though It did.
Sanemi was slightly bothered by Shinobu's ,thinking she went a bit too far. Giyuu still kept his same monotone face.He walked over to her and sat down.She then began to bandage up his leg.She was slightly worried as she saw it had more than average scars on his leg.He didn't self harm there but he left it vulnerable to demons as the pain from his arms wasn't enough to satisfy him just yet.
Giyuu went back to his estate once she was done bandaging his leg up.He tried going to sleep but he didn't manage to get any.He frequently had nightmares about past encounters and deaths.More specifically,his dead sister and best friend.
This is the end of the chapter.
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FanfictionThe story will contain Sanegiyuu Grammar mistakes Sentences that don't make sense !Trigger warnings! Self harm Mentions of suicide Violence Some verbal bullying Blood