Pride's Pain and Love | HEEJAKEHOON 🔞

Test Run

“I—” He didn’t even know what he wanted to say. “This—” Nothing his mind could come up with would be a good enough excuse. He really couldn’t say anything that would save him some face.

“Don’t be shy,” Heeseung teased, walking closer to Sunghoon, unabashedly staring at every bit of Sunghoon’s body and the mess he’d made on his bed. “Seems you had fun.” Sunghoon couldn’t tell by his tone, but he could guess the other was making fun of him.

“Hyung… please…” Sunghoon begged; he was humiliated enough as it was, there was no need for Heeseung to embarrass him more.

“Heeseung-hyung, let’s just… let Sunghoon get cleaned,” Jake walked into the bedroom as well. Sunghoon appreciated that he’d let him wallow in his mortification alone.

“Mmm…” Heeseung hummed as if he was considering it. “I don’t know, is that what you want, Sunghoonie?” The nickname sounded like a taunt. “Do you want us to leave or…” Heeseung got even closer to him as he spoke, dragging his fingers lightly over Sunghoon’s thigh. “Do you want to see how much better a real dick feels?”

Sunghoon swallowed, looking down at where Heeseung had placed his hand. He wasn’t pushing Heeseung away, staring as he moved his hand higher up his thigh and closer towards his naked crotch. Sunghoon still had the dildo in him and he was covering himself with just his hands; he was completely exposed to the other alphas. One deep breath told him how truly affected they were, Heeseung had no qualms showing him, but Jake seemed to be trying to contain himself.

He could tell them to leave, to stop what they were doing, and he knew Heeseung and Jake would respect that. Yet, he wasn’t sure that’s what he wanted. He didn’t know what he wanted. Heeseung and Jake were probably just hours away from starting their rut, and Sunghoon doubted he was ready for that. After all, if they did anything, there was no chance their rut wouldn’t come early.

“I… I don’t…” He continued to stare at Heeseung’s hand, wondering how someone else’s fingers would feel inside him. “I…” Heeseung’s hand stopped right before it could touch anything indecent and Sunghoon was taken by surprise by the sheer disappointment he felt.

“Hoon, you don’t—” Jake began, but stopped as he noticed Sunghoon subtly exposing his neck in submission.

“I want to know…” Sunghoon said weakly, almost unbelieving he’d spoken his thoughts.

“What was that?” Heeseung continued to tease him, hand gripping his thigh a little tighter.

“I- I w-want to know…” He repeated a little louder.

“What do you want to know?” Heeseung was purposefully being mean. Sunghoon almost let out a whine, unexpectedly into it.

He didn’t answer right away, somehow still having some pride that wouldn’t let him say it out loud. After all, he had humiliated himself enough, if he spoke those words there’d really be no turning back for him.

“Hyung, let’s go, he doesn’t want this,” Jake told Heeseung. Startlingly, the prospect of them leaving was what got Sunghoon to throw his pride out the window. He didn’t know if Jake had known that would be the effect, but he wouldn’t put it past him.

“I- I want to know… w-what a real dick feels like…” Sunghoon’s entire face was burning with shame, but he couldn’t let them go.

“Now, that wasn’t so hard, was it?” Heeseung mocked him. Sunghoon couldn’t dwell on it for longer than a second as Heeseung’s hand place itself under his, right over his dick.

“You do?” Jake joined them on the bed. “Whose dick do you want to feel?” he hadn’t expected Jake to join Heeseung on his taunting and teasing, but he shouldn’t have been surprised.