I have AMPS which is also known as amplified musculoskeletal pain syndrome. I also have tight ankle cords and multiple sclerosis in both ankles.I just want to put my daily pain and issues out in the open for people who are curious or for people who...
I'm going to be honest I forgot wattpad was a thing and I was surprised to log into a phone I haven't used in years to find this. I greatly do appreciate the few comments, they honestly make my morning so much better. I believe a well deserved update is now needed. I haven't slept within the past 26 hours now give or take, I've been working two jobs consistently for the past month to make ends meet. Every bone in my body is aching and the pain in my left arm is un bearable. Every day I just hope it's a good day when I might feel nothing but stiffness. Today however at 2am it's aching and throbing. Like somebody took bat and just shattered my elbow and it's just now healing two days later with out medication. Speaking of which I gave up any and all forms of medication other then to just work through the pain. Its been a struggle but I've don't my best. I no longer have to wear ankle braces daily but I do how ever still roll them frequently. I also ended up going back into band, and nearly excelled into my instrument. Along with how the rest of my school day I ended up getting one welding certification and I plan to go back to college for more so I can get get job in that field. I got a work place readiness certification and got certified in carpentry and cabinet making. I hope with my ADHD I can remember to update at least every other day to once a week minimum in here because it would be nice to keep though and experiences written down and remembered instead of just forgotten lol. Plus maybe y'all could become inspired to try something new this way. I never thought I could get any of the stuff I did. I actually only did it and worked hard for it out of pure spite. I was told I never could I was just a young girl with dreams bigger then what she could achieve. So I forced myself to achieve them to show them I can and honestly I've been happy with it. It's bettered my life considerably and I've been really happy with life, with my depression I have the bad days but the good days feel great haha
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