When The Love Lasts

Chapter 1

Elif's pov:

At 2 am in the night i was staring at the ceiling laying down on my bed.

There was nothing in that room except silence and a tick tick sound coming from the clock.

I was lost in my own thoughts, i can say this is the biggest mental breakdown i ever had in my whole life.
It feels like i am drowning in my own ocean of tears.

What could be the worst in love? Cheating? No! Bcz the worse part of the love can be thinking the other person loves you the same as you love them.

But voila! You were in delusion, i think the whole love concept is delusional.

I found out 3 weeks ago that the only person I've ever loved with all my heart from childhood got engaged to another girl.

The girl that he loves!
That girl is definitely not me but still i loved Zayn despite knowing he'll not ever love me back but you know the hope still remains even after the worst situations.

The hope of getting his love held me back from moving on but now I can't waste another day, month or year to contemplate him.

Next day

I was getting for the event at my relatives house which is also Zayn's house.
Anxiety got the best of me and i am frantically going back and forth in front of my mirror.

Guess what ? Zayn. Is. My. Cousin. I just don't like relatives but giving him my heart counts for something right?

I put on nude shade lipstick, a light blush on my cheeks.
Blue jeans with white kurti with scarf has always been my favourite outfit. Simple yet elegant. I don't know why i wore that but this time I am not getting ready for Zayn.

At one moment i was wondering if i should go there or not? But I wouldn't satisfy his ego by appearing myself weak.

So let's just face it already you stupid!