I get to love you

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The way you love, it changes who I am

I am undone and I thank God once again

Oh, I can't believe it's true, sometimes

Oh, I can't believe it's true

I get to love you, it's the best thing that I'll ever do

I get to love you, it's a promise I'm making to you

Whatever may come, your heart I will choose

Forever I'm yours, forever I do

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Imlie closes the diary with tears still flowing out

Everything made sense to her

After the miscarriage she was put into therapy because she went into depression.  Whereas aryan had a normal happy behavior.  That would even piss her off at times seeing how unaffected he was

She was drowning in high dosage of medicines to notice something wrong with him.

Then his asking to throw a party for cheeku, probably at the time he would have been a year old if....

Kaki ma and di went crazy over it, they thought aryan wanted to throw a party..now that cheeku had been gone for almost an year , but only if they knew

He even brought her cake, she thought it was his way of apologizing for the party 

She started college again to get her mind off her miscarriage,  and one day aryan insisted on dropping her while he had been smiling the entire ride, even leaving muffins for her. Reminding her of the old good times they've had together...

After almost 3 years of therapy when she felt normal she asked him to work on their relationship which got broken over cheeku, and he'd said that she had the audacity to blame it over their kid?

A day later he'd brought her sweets, maybe it was a peace offering? Because he started to get closer to her after that. He would take care of her, cuddles and forehead kisses at night

And yet again lately he fought with her over admitting someone in a private school....it all made sense now

She thought she was the only one broken. But she hadn't seen aryan hurt to an extent where he's started to confuse his reality 

She was given a proper treatment at the right time...as for aryan...she was worried about him now

"Imlie...why are you crying?"aryan asks keeping a hand on her shoulder then notices his journal taking it away from her

"Imlie ! You don't get to read someone's diary like this ! It was a secret between me and cheeku!"

"Abp...cheeku? You see him?"

"What do you mean imlie?! Ofcourse i do ! He's our son. Are you all right? Did you hit your head somewhere?" Aryan says checking 

Imlie makes him sit down cupping his face 

"Aryan , listen to me. There is no cheeku. I had a miscarriage in my 5th month.  Our cheeku di-"

He starts laughing cutting her

"Nice joke imlie! Is this your way to get back at me?"

"Aryan, I'm serious.  Cheeku was never born"

And that's when she saw the storming rage in his eyes