Hold On To The One You Love (Jasper Hale x Male OC)

Chapter 1 : Farewell sister

Fox's point of view

I was sitting left to my mother. My sister was laying cold and gone in her casket. My father was sitting to my left. The priest did the ceremony but I couldn't understand what he was saying. Lost in my grief. I thought it was my fault. My sister's passing.

Flashback (10 days ago):

Fox's Point of view

I was with Bella in one of the only forest in Arizona. We were fooling around because we were not only twins but best friends. We were laughing. We were just being teens. Then, in the split of a second, everything fell to catastrophe. The ground we were on wasn't really stable. It gave out under Bells. I tried to catch her hand, but it was already too late. She fell off of the cliff. I called my mother in a panicked state. I didn't know what was happening. I tried to explain, but I just couldn't. The words were stuck in my throat. Tears were falling on my cheeks.

Back to the present:

Fox's point of view

I started sobbing quietly. The memories of her last day that ran in my head were the cause of my sadness. I turned in my father's arms and cried. He rubbed my back. I felt like there was a hole in my chest. "Why did you leave? Why did you die? You've finally made your brother cried." I whispered in my father's chest as I was side watching my twins casket. After the priest told us we could say our final farewell. I approached the alter were her coffin was and started whispering the lyrics of "The Light Behind Your Eyes" by My Chemical Romance, our favorite band. I kissed her cheek and forehead. "Farewell sister." I whispered to her ear knowing she couldn't hear me.

I walked out of the room and out the the funeral house and sat on the curbside. I was numb. Few of her friends came and ask me how I was. I replied the same sentence I had lied to my mother. "I will be fine." Why do I say that this is a lie it's because nothing will be the same. I missed her so much. I whipped my phone out of my pocket and put my earphones in blasting "Picture Perfect" by Escape The Fate at full volume.

You lived your life like you were on fire
But how can I dance when your soul just lifted me higher and higher and higher?

Paint bleeds, ink runs, image of your love
Your memory, our history
(Why did you have to go?)

I'd give up my eyes to see you one last time
And I'd give all my fingertips to touch you
And I could paint you picture perfect even if I were blinded
But you have to die for me to see how to live

(For me to see how, for me to see how oh
For me to see how, for me to see how to live)

I lived my life hiding in shadows but now I can see
'Cause your soul is lifting me higher and higher and higher

Paint bleeds, I can't breathe, need you here with me
Close my eyes I can feel you close
(Why did you have to go?)

I'd give up my eyes to see you one last time
And I'd give all my fingertips to touch you
And I could paint you picture perfect even if I were blinded
But you have to die for me to see how to live

Angels fall
It's not your fault
Time goes on without you
Goodbye old friend
We'll meet again
Life goes on without you

(Why did you have to go?)

I'd give up my eyes to see you one last time
And I'd give all my fingertips to touch you
And I could paint you picture perfect even if I were blinded
But you have to die for me to see how to live

(For me to see how, for me to see how oh
For me to see how, for me to see how to live)

At the end of the song I didn't know that my father was sitting next to me talking to me. I removed my earphones. "Sorry dad. Can can you repeat please?" I asked my voice soft. "I was wondering if you would want to come home to Forks with me." He asked rubbing my back. I nodded. "I.. I'll need to tell mom though." I whispered. After talking to my mother and packing my bags my dad and I were on the road to Forks where my life will begging.