"I'm Sorry, Yuki."

Chapter 1

TW : SH, SUICIDE

25:00 at Nightcord, a group that consists of 4 people known as 'Yuki', 'Amia', 'Enanan', and 'K'
K finds out one of her group members left the group and also took her own life.

It's 25:00 am, exactly the time where 25:00 at Nightcord meet eachother online.

Amia joined the call!

"Yahoo! Sorry for being pretty late, i had to finish my makeup~" Amia said to the members, but she still continued their make up..

"Finally you're here! Me and K have been waiting for you, do you know when is Yuki gonna join this meeting?!" Enanan furrowed her eyebrows, it is normal for her to complain when a member joins later than usual..

"Hm..I'm not sure, she usually joins earlier along with K than we usually are. have you tried chatting to her, K?Maybe she might have forgot!" Amia wasn't sure aswell why Yuki wasn't joining the meeting

"Oh, i already asked her about it an hour ago. She hasn't responded my messages nor has seen them since she has been offline." K explained, to them but she is indeed curious on why Yuki isn't joining the call.

They have finished their calls, they discussed about the song theyre going to released and other stuff. Amia and Enanan went offline and K was still working on her music when a notification startled her

"Yuki? Oh, that's quite long.." She noticed the notifications was from Yuki, she decided to check

from Yuki
"Hello K, or Kanade. If you are reading this message than i would like to say i'm leaving 25:00 at Nightcord. Over the past few days i have been thinking about this and now i have made up my mind, please do not worry about me as i will be fine, i promise. Thank you for all the great memories K and the rest of the members, i apologize about the time where i snapped at you. You're truly a great friend K and i'm truly happy that i was able to be apart of this group, please take care of 25:00 at Nightcord for me and please do not worry about me like i said, I love you very much K and please always remember that. Thank you for being my companion, I look forward for your hard work above the beautiful skies."

Kanade's heart stopped, seeing that message made her teared up as she lost the most dearest person to her. She wouldn't be the person she is without Yuki and now that Yuki is gone, what can she do?

Kanade stopped working on composing for the new music and took a deep breath as she still processes the message again and she's still devastated. Kanade was now too heartbroken and just sat on her seat in silence while tearing up looking at the message Yuki sent to her over and over again

Kanade stopped crying and headed to bed and lay down, she proceeded to calmed herself down but she still can't stop having those thoughts.

"Why couldn't i save her?! If i have saved her in time i wouldn't have lost her, i don't understand why couldn't i just saved her. I lost the person i loved so much, first was my mother my father and now my most dearest companion? Why do i have to go through this? I don't understand, if only i could of known i would save her! I hate myself." Kanade thought, although it was never her fault but she will always blame herself.

Kanade has woken up, she checked her phone and saw a lot of notifications from Amia and Enanan. They both asked about Yuki to her but she decided to ignore those messages and got out of bed, she saw her computer screen still on the tab where Yuki sent the message to Kanade last night. She brushed it off and went to go to the bathroom and looked at herself in the mirror as tears drips out of her eyes

She couldn't believe it, she couldn't believe that Yukis passing. She had enough of all those thoughts

Kanade started to harm herself by hitting herself out of spite, she kept doing it multiple times where bruises has already appeared on her arm and once she realized she immediately stopped and saw the bruises on her arm. She cried and just felt like she wanted to be all by herself, she just wanted these thoughts to go away.