So if you've been following for a month or two, you'll know that I've had a crush on a boy y'all know as 'X'. In my latest announcement I told y'all his name which is Xzavier. (If you guys wanna know what he looks like, I'll take a photo) But if read my latest announcement you'll ALSO know that I have another crush. His name is Zyon. So, over these two months or so I've been contemplating on who I like more but idk.
Zyon is chill, he's my friend, he's funny, I absolutely love his reactions and he's just a chill person to be around.
Xzavier is my friend, I love his smile, its just so contagious. His laugh is amazing, it's not forced, it's genuine. He's so goofy it's crazy but that's what I like about him. Now from a different persons POV it would be obvious that I like Xzavier more than zyon right?
WRONG.
Like I said at the beginning, if you've been following me for a while, you'll KNOW that I've slowly developed a crush on Xzavier unlike Zyon which y'all have never heard of until now. I kinda started to like him last week and since then (this week) people ask if we're dating or we would make a cute couple. BUTTT the same questions happen with Xzavier. I tried to talk to Xzavier over text but every single time, he replies hours later, a day later, or never. I just got Zyon's phone number this Friday and I've had a better conversation with him over text than I've had with Xzavier, and Ive had his phone number since November.
I've also never fully seen zyons face and since I just started liking him, I haven't really been able to really observe him. By observe, I mean 'how does he act around me or others' or 'what do I like about him?' stuff like that. I could go on and on about Xzavier but Zyon? Not really, only now am I really starting to see him the real him.
I have Xzavier for 2 periods. I see Zyon for 1 period but the catch is I now spend more time with zyon because I go to my schools after school program which is an additional 2 hours. But I just need someones opinion on this, who do y'all think I like more rn?
