Xzavier:
I think I like him more, I've have a longer crush on him. He's not the cutest but his personality makes it all the better :) yeah, he acts..weird sometimes but I act hella weird so it's alright. I know his birthday, I know he has 2 dogs, I know he has a siblings, I know he sometimes has trouble sleeping because of his sleep paralysis. It was such a crazy thing for him to tell me since, I didn't think he even wanted to open up to me.i could tease and mess around with him forever, I love his smile, his laugh, the way he talks, just everything.
His friends are always making comments like 'Your making (my name) jealous' then start laughing. Or say 'what do you think about Xzavier' 'would you date him?' 'do you think he's cute' and other stuff. Like I said before I even liked this goof ball, I always had a suspicion that he liekd me so this crush of mine fell even harder, just knowing that he maybe even likes me gets me excited.
But I have a problem.
There's another girl. Her names Angella, y'all may remember her when I got um.. a little mad lol. Well if you do, don't hate on her!! She explained why and I feel like shit that I wrote that about her. Shes super nice, shes shy at first but so energetic when you get to know her.
She has a crush on him, ever since the beginning of February maybe even before that. I told her 'I'll try and hook you up' this was before I had a crush on him but had a feeling he had a crush on me. So I did, but he told me straight up, he knew Angella had a crush on him but he didn't like her back. But I never told her that, that would hurt her feelings. So every single day, she would rant to me about Xzavier, Telling me the things that happened between them. But every single day, I was developing a crush on him. She now knows that he doesn't like her but she still tells me about the stuff that happens when he's involved. I haven't told her that I like him, but I've kinda hinted it. That was last night but over text. I really want to tell her but I don't want to hurt her feelings. If I tell her and I end up getting with Xzavier, it'll feel like betrayal. But if it did, she would never tell me that. :/
