Letters to heaven

JANUARY 12, 5:26 PM

Hi baby,

Kumusta ka na kaya ngayon? Masaya ka kaya diyan? Hays. Di pa rin ako matapos ngayon. Kailangan kong makumpleto tong last wish mo sakin eh. To write in this diary. And to go to the places where we've been. Hays. at eto na, I'm here in my last destination!

This is where the last time. The last time i saw you, i felt you. Naiiyak nanaman ako. Kasi naman. Naalala ko nanaman. Nung nalaman ko nung maysakit ka nga, Hindi na ko nagsayang ng oras. Lahat na ginawa ko. Lahat para mapasaya ka :) Lahat ng pagmamahal ibinigay ko. para iparamdam sa'yo na ikaw lang ang gusto kong makasama.

Nandito ako ngayon sa may rooftop ng hospital. Dito ako nagpropose sa'yo. Sobrang saya mo pa nga nun. And i couldn't even forget your smiles, The tears of joy and the tightest hug. Sinabi ko sa diyos na, Siya na bahala sa'yo. Alam kong nahihirapan ka din na naman.

Hindi ko pa makalimutan yung huli mong sinabi sakin after you left.

"I will always be with you no matter what. I will always make you feel that you're loved eventhough i'm not there. I love you more than i love my self. I love you for what you are I love you so much."

Then after those words. You're gone. Nakahiga tayo sa rooftop and we're both looking at the stars. Sobrang sakit. Ang sakit nung pag iwan mo sakin. But alam ko hindi ka nawawala sa tabi ko.

I miss you so much baby. I love you.

I love you more than anything.