Only you || 𝙷𝚊𝚗 𝚓𝚒𝚜𝚞𝚗𝚐 𝚡 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛 ༄

23 ✧

"Uuuughhh it's so hot" I groaned out, switching the side of my pillow for the 16th time.
Stray students

Sungeashotbbq
Whatcha doing today guys?

Y/ndoesnotcare
Rotting under a fan

Jiaintnowifey
The same as y/n

You
Same here

Sungeashotbbq
Then move your bitchasses over to my house
(Read by:everyone)

"Hah,say less " I grinned at my phone before receiving Sungeas address and making my way over to her house.
Everyone was already there when I arrived,prolly because they lived close to her.
"Yaaa Blondie is finally here" jisung yelled out from behind the kitchen counter
"How the hee hee is it so cold in here" I stared at them in confusion after almost being grilled by the sunlight.
"I have good walls and an air conditioner, also I invited lee know over here" she exclaimed happily, waving her phone next to her head.
"Wait what- the lee know?" I looked at jisung as my gaze darkened. What the heck was he doing here?
"Uh- yea! But calm down for a second before you explode,I'll explain everything to you" jisung answered me, taking me to the living room.

Y/n pov

"So,what shall we do while we're waiting for lee know?" I sat down at her leather couch, the coldness welcoming me within seconds.
"Let's already prepare the trampoline" she looked like a child showing off their new Barbie doll as she showed me her trampoline.
"How is it so massive " my mouth hung agape while I set down the blankets and pillows to observe it better.
"Gurl I saved for that since 2019, ya think I'm only getting a small one then?" She stared at me as if I knew all the prices for trampolines and his big they should be.
We started removing dead bugs and flies and sweeped away the rotting leaves from autumn.
"For the fact you love up your trampoline so much, it looks like you've only used it once"
"that ain't my fault, jumping alone is boring and you're always around jisung since he moved here"
"You could've said smth sooner"
"Nah, it's fine. It was way too cold anyways"
We played our favorite playlist in the back over sungeas Bluetooth speaker and prepared the trampoline with many many blankets and pillows all around it. Afterwards we decorated it with lee lights and snacks like gummy bears or chips.
After all the work always done,we let ourselves fall exhausted on to the cozy blankets beneath us, before we heard lee know enter the house.
"Cmon,let's go say hi"
"Sure"
He sat at the couch together with Felix and jisung, Felix looking like a complete new person,all kind and sweet towards lee know.
"Sup lee!" Sungea went to give lee know a hug while jisung asked me confused where we have been.
"We just got bored sitting there and waiting so while you two had your little chit chat we went to prepare the trampoline for the sleepover"
His eyes lit up "omagash I always wanted to do smth like that" he sounded so happy,it made my heart flutter.
I sat on his lap,waiting for everyone to finish talking so we could go out and finally have fun.
It literally smelled like summer at that moment. You know,that one smell you only have in summer,undescribable and nowhere to buy as a perfume or sum? Yea, that smell. It felt the most comforting now that I was around all the people I cared most about in the world.
Felix came back from the kitchen with drinks for everyone,tbh no one even noticed he left but at least we got sum of that chef cooks free stuff to try.
It felt like slowly people I once passed like a stranger were rebuilding a home for me. A family.
Tears builded in my eyes as I watched them chatting happily. I excused myself to the bathroom and locked the door behind me.
Sighing, I slid down onto the floor, letting the few teardrops fall from my cheeks.
Are you guys okay up there, mom?

Jisungs pov

I sipped on my green soda, the funny shaped straw reflecting the path from the bottom of the glass to my mouth,the liquid slowly rising up. It felt so refreshing,but something bothered me.
Y/n kept on sniffling and wiping their nose. It's not like they have a pollen allergy, so smth must've been up.
They were staring at Felix and sungea play fighting with pillows.
Y/n excused themselves to the bathroom short after they noticed my worried look. I wanted to go after them, but maybe it was none of my business so I let them go and continued sipping on my soda.
"Hey y'all, wanna play truth or dare?" Sungea said, her hair a complete mess making me choke on my soda from laughing.
"I wanna play!"
"But wait guys-" I said between coughs
"What about y/n?"
"Oooh,yea they've been gone for like 6 minutes idk I think they're taking a shit or sum, let's start without them and then they can join after"lee know laughed, before continuing to chuck his water bottle empty.
"Fine, let me ask them if they're alright tho" I got up and settled down my glass, making my way towards the bathroom.
"Do that loverboy" sungea yelled after me teasingly.

Y/n's pov

"You know how hard it is to just move on from you and focus on school? It's not fair. I didn't get to hug you goodbye..." I sobbed out, wiping my nose with toilet paper.
"We'll- at least I have jisung and sungea who are there for me." I smiled to myself weakly.
"You know, our friendgroup grew even. A boy named Felix and lee know.I know, he wasn't the kindest in the past but he really changed!" I already felt relieved. It felt nice talking to 'someone' who wasn't already informed of all the drama going on in my life. "I'm also in a relationship now! You remember my boyfriend from kindergarden? It's him! He came to find me again,after all these years.... He never gave up on me" I hugged my knees, smiling, before reaching for my phone to look at the time.
Already been 9 minutes... I should head back before they start to get suspicious...

Jisung pov

I reached the door and I was about to knock, before smth stopped me. They were crying.
I could hear them speak to someone...were they on the phone?
"You know, our friendgroup grew even. A boy named Felix and lee know." I wanted to knock. It wasn't the right thing to listen to their conversation,but something made me kneel down comfortably and continue listening to what they had to say.
"Oh, we'll- I should probably fix myself before going back out. I don't want anyone to worry." I heard ruffling, I figured they stood up to wash their face.
"It helped talking to you, I truly feel like you're listening" I heard them say, between the sound of splashing water running down the sink.
"I'll never forget you,mom. Nor ji-ho."
Oh. Incredible pain ran through my body. All this time, they were hiding their sadness and put on a strong Fassade.
Before they turned off the sink, I knocked on the door and waited for them to answer it.
It took a little, they were probably trying to hide their puffy eyes. Cute.
"My love, are you okay in there? You've been gone for quite a while and the guys wanted to play truth or dare." I spoke softly.

Y/n pov

I splashed some cold water onto my red eyes, trying to make the color and the puff go away when suddenly I heard a knock on the door.
Shit.
Did anyone hear me?
"My love, are you okay in there? You've been gone for quite a while and the guys wanted to play truth or dare" I heard an oh so familiar voice call out for me.
"Oh- y-yeah wait a second I'm almost done" I panicked, trying my best to make myself look like I did not just bawl my eyes out.

Sungea pov

"Hmmmm, I pick truth" lee know smirked proudly
"Pussy" I muttered, thinking of a good question.
"Oooh, I know. Got ya eyes on anyone new?"
"Yes" he replied fast. Too fast. Too sure. Like he was just waiting for anyone to ask him this.
"Oh- uh, who?"
"Uh uh only one question " he laughed in his known maniac laughter, spinning the bottle in the middle.
"Jisung has been gone for a while now too, don't y'all think? what are they doing in there?" Felix spoke confused, unfocused on the bottle which had landed infront of him.
" way to distract from the topic, but fr! I hope they aren't making out in my bathroom" I joked .

Ice ice baby 😼 anyways I probably won't be able to update over the next week, as I'm visiting a friend=) sorry😭Hope you enjoyed this chapter tho!