Only you || 𝙷𝚊𝚗 𝚓𝚒𝚜𝚞𝚗𝚐 𝚡 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛 ༄

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Y/n pov

I slowly opened my eyes, arms strongly wrapped around his neck. His gorgeous eyes staring so affectionately at me, the faint stars reflecting on his eyes.
"You... "
He chuckled softly, tousling my hair.
"You're so beautiful, I couldn't resist"
My face heated up and in an instant I sat up from where we layed.
"Wait a minute now... What the- you like me? "
"If I may remind you, you literally used to be my girlfriend" he laughed.
"I- mean yea but still? After all this time? "
"Of course. After everything I've been through to find you again, I could never see anyone other than you"
"Youre- you're serious rn? "
My mind was a fuzz. It never seemed like he actually liked me, pieces of puzzles trying desperately to get back into place.
"Y/n. It's been 6 years since I first gave my heart to you, you never seemed to have given it back.
Honestly, it took me way too long to find you again. I almost gave up hope. But that one night I layed in bed thinking you and I could never exist again, I dreamed of you. You held my hand and begged me to come find you again.
The love I felt for you and still do is so strong, It overwhelms me most times"
I stared at him, my mouth a little agape.
"Sooo? " he questioned, getting a little scared of my not so happy reaction.
"Oh- uhmmm, I guess I still like you as well" I rubbed my neck.
"When I first met you I literally called you an angel. Slowly you made your way back into my life and without me knowing that you and my past boyfriend are the same person you took my heart yet again" I couldn't dare looking at him. My face felt hot and I played with the end of my shorts.
I took a slight look at him without moving my head too much, and I could've sworn that look on his face was worth more than any money in the world.
His smile was bright and genuine, his eyes sparkling as bright as ever and his eyebrows slightly raised. He looked..... Relieved.
Slowly I looked up at him as he crawled over to me, hugging me tightly.
I could feel his hot breath on my neck as I rested my head onto his shoulder.
"Y/n" I could hear him speak up right in front of my ear, so close, it sent shivers down my spine.
"I love you so much. From the bottom of my heart. If I may hold you for as long as I breathe, may kiss you for as long as my heart pumps blood through my body, cherish you for as long as my voice echoes through people's ears, I will. Will you be my forever and accept my heart a second time? " he let go of me and stared me deeply in the eyes.
"I would love to" I replied, placint yet another soft kiss onto his lips. It felt like the very first time.
We were much more grown up now but with him everything seemed to have stayed just like it used to when we were young and happy.
I could feel him smile into the kiss until he removed his lips from mine and got up, reaching his hand out to mine.
"Cmon, let's get you home. Don't want you getting a cold now"
He ended up giving me a piggyback ride while I carried the food and blanket on my back. I rested my head on his neck, enjoying the view granted to me.
If anyone had seen me, they'd think I was drunk cause for christs sake, I couldn't stop grinning.
The boy I've been crushing on for months, the past love I've been missing for what seemed to be eternity was finally mine again.
I closed my eyes and before I knew it, I fell asleep feeling more than safe in his arms.

Next day

I woke up in my bed, feeling more confused than anything. Rubbing my eyes, I took a look at my phone. 6 minutes before my alarm would've gone off.
"Ugh, you fucking kidding me" I threw my phone on the other side of the bed and fell back down when reality suddenly hit me.
"Jisung kissed me, confessed to me and is now my boyfriend...
Jisung..is now... Oh my gosh"
I held my mouth close with my hand as I slowly got out of bed. I looked at myself in my mirror and saw I had my favorite pajama on.
"How'd I get in that" oh- did he-
"Jisung! " I yelled out, searching for him.
I found him in the kitchen, putting cheese on two sandwiches.
"Oh, good morning love, slept well? " he grinned at me with those squishy cheeks of his.
He called me... Love....
No that wasn't the point.
"Did you undress me while I was sleeping? "
I asked pointing at my pajama
"Oh, no ofc not I woke you up for like 9 minutes, I suppose you can't remember cause you were still half asleep, blabbering some random stuff such as 'go get em all, rockstar' or 'noo don't take meeee'. It was quite cute even tho you pushed me away multiple times"
"oooh gosh how embarrassing" I groaned, holding my forehead.
"Don't worry about it, at least you got enough sleep. Come sit I made us breakfast! " he smiled widely, making my heart melt.
"What did I do in my past life to deserve you. Did I find a cancer cure? "
"That's almost exactly what you said yesterday as well" he chuckled.
I joined him at the table and started devouring the sandwich in front of me, almost passing out at how good it tastes.
"This is so good! Did you put marijuana in it?"
He laughed.
"No, it's made with love"
"Aishhhh, cheesy ass" and I could really taste the love in it. This man had to become a cook or sum.
"So what do you wanna do after school?"
"Hmmm, maybe wanna go to our favorite arcade?" I replied, sipping on my apple juice.
"Ooh, good one! "
We left for school together and shared headphones on the way there.
I wore a basic black Overzised T-shirt and shorts meanwhile he wore jeans and a blue blouse.
At school we directly ran into sungea who was apparently more excited about seeing jisung that anyone else in the school.
"Wassup sung! Haven't seen your face around in ages! "
"Hey sungea, I've been on an important trip for a while, nothing much"
"Glad your back. Hey did y'all know that our favorite arcade around the school was being teared down yesterday? I can't believe ittttt, I wish I couldve spent a little more time in it"
"You're serious rn?"
"Yes ofc! I was so sad when I found out"
I looked at jisung. We seemed to have shared the same thoughts.
"Ugh this can't be trueeeee, jisung and I wanted to go there today"
"Oops, sorry to tear yalls mood down, you're welcome for sparing you guys the walk there, anyways I gtg to classes, see ya later"
We just stood there disappointed and in disbelief.
"Seriously? "
"We should've just climbed onto it like the people who climb on trees to save them"
"But we didn't know it got teared down"
"Soooo... What else should we do? "
"Let's not do anything after school, just chill and cuddle"
"As you wish, my love"
With that we walked straight to chemistry class.
Gosh, who knew chemistry could be so fun with jisung around?
It was no lie that ive missed him way too much in school and it showed. We kept sharing notes on papers, playing tic tac toe and I spy until eventually school ended.
"I can't believe school is already over oh myyy, I really was right when I said it'll be more lively with you around"
"I missed you so much, chan was starting to really get on my nerves. Istg he took the whole thing to 30% serious and kept on acting like a little kid! "
I laughed at him
"It's chan what did you expect? "
"Let's just go home... "
We walked home slowly, stopping by many shops to get ice cream, cute little matching charms and other stuff.
I even got to buy him a little surprise as he payed for our donuts.
"The red one will be more of his taste, I'll take this one. I really hope he'll like it" I said, staring at the small glass ball in front of me being checked into the register.
"That'll be 13,47 ma'am, cash or card? "
"Cash please. Here's a twenty, you can keep the change "
"Thank you so much ma'am! "
"Ofc! Have a nice day"

At home jisung and I searched through endless animes to watch while I opened chips bags and juice bottles.
"This one's fun, eh?"
"Hmm idk this one, let's watch it! "
We cuddled up on the couch and started watching the anime.
He was so close to me, it made me feel at ease. It made me think only he can calm me down as much as he did at that very moment. I smiled to myself, snuggling closer to him.
After about 20 minutes I already gave up on watching as my focus kept wandering over to jisungs breathing and his breathtaking side profile.
"You okay? "
"Hm what? Yes ofc, why? "
"Idk you just keep zoning out"
"Ahhh- yea.. What? "
"I said you keep on zoning out on me" he laughed
"Oh, yea sorry. I just get distracted by your face"
"By my face? "
"Yea" I nodded my head "you're pretty"
He looked at me puzzled for a second before laughing out "come here"

We spent the night playing two player games as it allowed us to focus on each other until we got tired eventually.
"It's pretty late, we should prolly head to bed"
"Hmm" I slowly looked at him tiredly.
"Can we cuddle while we sleep? "
"Of course we can" he chuckled, carrying me towards his bedroom.
"I like your room. It smells really nice. It smells like you. I like you"
"Oh come on y/n why do you keep blabbering nonsense when you're tired" he booped my nose, making me smile and grabbing his finger.
"Let's just sleep, yea? "
"Okay love" he replied, putting the blanket over me and crawling into bed with me.
"Goodnight y/n sleep well" he said, kissing my forehead softly.
"Goodnight dove"
"Dove? "
"Dove.just accept it and sleep" I answered, sloppily closing his eyes with my hand before snuggling into his chest and letting rest take over me.