"noooo"she scream amd throw all the things in her room .....crying vigorously how can she do it ...what she is thinking how can be she so weak......."howw can i even think of this howw"she said looking at mirror ...puffy red eyes like she is crying for hours...
"Noww what should i do ..."she said kneeling in floor "i will tell swara about this i cant lie ...i cant shut my mouth doing a sin...no i will tell her ....and i will also tell this to her ...sanskar love about this i will seek forgiveness and will take any punishment they will give me "she said and wipe her tears and goes toward swara room"swara "she call but there is no one "swara are u here i am her to tell u something important and serious if u are here plz come its not the time for joke "she said looking around and check the bathroom nit but she is nowhere....she sit in the chair "i will wait"she said and sit there gazing at moon ......
Her sleep get broke because of some sound she slowly open her eyes with the sound and realise its morning ...she look around and find the room same as it was before "swara didn't come"she said looking around when she realise there is lot of noise ...she realise there os some commotion downstairs she stand up and goes ..as she look downstairs from stairs she find all the family member present there as in the middle there is swara standing ....all are serious ...its like something has happened...she step toward them .."what happen ma"she asked looking dull face of all "ragini finally you are here "swara said and goes toward her ..."plzz make them understand...."she said exasperated ...
"What happen"she asked not understanding anything "ragini .... nothing...i just informed everyone that i dont want to marry sanskar "she said casually "achaa"ragini said not realising when she realised what she said "watttt"ragini said shocked"swara "she said and ragini look at her asking if is it really true "yesss baba i am not going to marry him its final ..i feel we are not meant for eachother"she said and run upstairs...ragini look confused but little relax ..its not she is happy in this its that now some complications will end ...as afcourse she know swara will never be happy with sansakar as he love someone else ..now its clear but how it happen is continuously disturbing her mind ......
She look around and watched all tensed face "baba maa"she said assuring him to that all will be fine where dida look at ragini suspicious...not liking how ragini is reacting that cool about this "ragini are u not sad "she asked in taunt and ragini look confuse and about to say when.....dadi ma interrupt "how we will tell this to maheshwaris"she said sitting
When maheshwari come itself "what happen "a voice said and look toward entrance where all maheshwari were standing at door , shekher welcome them and they sit .......ragini was standing in corner not knowing what to do how to handle the situation......
"I am sorry shekher ji "dp said amd all became confused "no no why are u sorry we have to be sorry i dont know what happen to swara ..why she is objecting for marrying sanskar "parvati said in hurry and all look shocked .....
"Whatt"ap said shocked "parvati ji we are here to say sorry as suddenly Sanskar refuse to maary ..we tried hard but he is adamant not to marry "this gadodia look shocked ,ragini understand sanskar reason but swara ...hearing sanskar name ..flashback of last night appear making her shiver...she run upstairs as guit appear in her making her weak ...
"I dont know why they both are refusing is something happened.."ap asked and nod in no ...for sometime they discuss how to know what happen and how sort this matter "but ap ji we have send the invitation now what we will do "parvati asked and all look worried and angry with swasan "we will tell its postponed "dp announced and leave in anger sand all maheshwari follow him .....
Here ragini is standing outside swara room preparing to knock ...when suddenly swara open the door ...
"Ragini u here "swara asked in monotone..... ragini feel little akward ...but get inside ..
"What happen swara u love sanskar right why you refuse gor marrying him "she asked and swara smile bitterly
"U are asking as you dont know "swara said directly looking at her "ragini look at her "swara stop playing with words and tell me "ragini said holding her shoulder "for him ragini for him "she said and tears welled ho in her eyes ..ragini get shocked seeing her like this "swara"she murmmer and hug jer sister she can feel the pain..she know this pain......."i am sorry "she said and her own eyes welled up
"Tell me everything"she asked and swara look ..
Flashback
The day swara was going for shopping and sanskar come to meet her ..
"Sanskar where are we going "she said excitedly..."we are here sanskar said and swara look there is cafe ...they both come out of car ....."this side "he motioned swara and they head where sanskar book seat for them "wow its pretty sanskar ...she said looking around..sanskar smile ...and he hold her hand ..swara heartbeat increased.....
"Swara i want to confess something"he said looking everywhere but not her ,swara feel he is going to propose her she smile brightly"swara i am sorry"he said and swara got confused "swara i am sorry i cant marry you"he said and swara feel her land slipped from her feet ...she wait ..wait the he must be joking but sincerity in his eyes speaking otherwise....a tear fall from her eyes "why "she just asked she doesn't have ability now to react ....
Sanskar look up "because i am helplessly complettly ,madly and hopelessly in love with a girl...i am not able to stop loving her ....i dont know how and when i get so drowned in her love that i lost myself..."he said and swara look at his eyes which has intense like every words has meaning ...her heart ache .."this much you love her "she asked him and he smile "believe its not intentionally...its just happen ..."je said and swara feel pain ..a pain know she is not that girl"who is she "she asked clutching her dress not able to listen her name ,sanskar look down and he closed his eyes "Ragini".
Flashback end
"Swara who is the girl tell me"here ragini asked and swara stop saying anything"swara plzz tell me its important for me to know"she said and swara looked down and gulp"i dont know "she said and fist her hand ...
Ragini hug her but swara didnt hug her back ...but both have tears in her eyes depicting different kind of pain..
At evening.......
Ragini is waiting for the same place where she did the sin of loosing herself and getting weak infront of him....."u called me i thought u hate me "sanskar said and ragini turn and looked at him and suddenly guilt appear in her ..she lower her gaze not meeting his eyes but no she cant be weak again she have to be strong she need to clear that mishap what they create...she look up at Sanskar..."i am am sorr..sorry .."she said and he looked on not reacting so she continued "it was mistake we shouldn't have done that .. its just weak moment of us and we get ..... leave it forget it ...its mistake ... sanskar...i wrong..you and me i am so sorry "she said and sanskar fist his hand controlling his feelings..she saying that was mistake ..the moment which is the most special for him .....mistake hiw can she say that ...its not out of weakness of moment...its my love and devotion and i loved her and her only...i am not attracted to her for god sake i love her ,he though and look down gritting his teeth "sanskar i want to meet her ..i want to apologise to her ...its sin what i did ..its wrong with her ..we cant do this ... plzz lets go and we will tell her everything and ask.for forgiveness i know its not just a mistake but a sin but i am ready for any punishment "she said and sanskar now look at her and smile bitterly...... mocking his destiny "sanskar plzz lets go to her "she said and sanskar remove her hand from him ,she feel hurt but didnt react "no we cant go to her "he said and now ragini feel anger raising in her body "but whyy "she said tear welding up in her eyes "dont ask but we cant "he said about to leave when ragini shout "sanskar plzzzzz dont do this i am.in guilt and its unbearable...i cant handle this "she said and sanskar eyes welled up but he didnt say "plzz sanskar let me meet her and apologizes or i will die in guilt ..u want me die .."she said this time in anger and this break all the patience in him "u want to know right "he said and dragggg her .....take her toward the ocean and leave her there and jerk her ragini stumble but balance"you want to meet her right..right u want to apologise right the do it...ask forgiveness ask na from yourself only "he said and ragini look confuse "sanskar"she murmmer"no ragini now enought ask forgivness to yourself because you are the one ..yess you are one miss ragini gadodia ...whom i love ... madly...
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Fanfictionserial track ....... Guilt is the hardest emotion anyone can ever feel which is now sanskar is feeling he blame himself for destroying and innocent soul which make is heart devoid of any feeling except guilt where as ragini is just fighting her ow...
