Bring Me To Life

chapter 49

She is running... running like its koe end ..no hope anything..the words are ringing in her ears making her more anxious and confused.....so it gonna happen again ....is she no enough...what if what she was saying is truth...what if it really like that ....and why to nit doubt because life have always shows her thats she is never the one and cames always second...is she doesn't deserve to get loved... numerous of ques running in her mind ...in which she didnt realise that she is in the middle of the road .....

A truck was coming in her way and she froze ..not knowing exactly what to do her pain overpowered her mind ....when truck come close to her

"Raginiiiiiiiiiiii"
Someone shout her name and immediately drag her ....she looks up and find a angry eyes
"Ragini what the hell are you doing ..are u out of mind ...hahh are u damn crazyy "the man said and ragini look at him shocked realising what could have happened if he didnt come on time
"I am sorry laksh..i donno what happen i ..i just ..i donno "she said and laksh realise she not in her right mind her eyes red and swollen
"Ragini are u ok "he asked abd she look up tom meet his eyes doesn't able to control her feelings...she run again
"Raginiii"laksh shout and goes behind her
"Ragini wait Ragini"laksh run toward her stop her ...
"What happened is everything alright tell me "he asked and ragini doesn't able to control herself kneel down crying Making laksh shocked....
"Ragini"he murmured shock ...
"I ..i laksh i donno lakh ..why i have go go through this things i am that nad laksh that nobody can ever love me ...i Dont deserve to be loved ..maybe that why everyone love leaves still i try to snatch still i didnt get ..and now when i found him ..still .."she didnt able to control herself and sob
Laksh feel his heart' broken million pieces looking at her like this he remembered her when he met her first time a simple sweet girl .. who always get shy ..the she meet her second version a person who is wise who understands him who was his bestfriend...then he met her third version a badaas one who know who to make everyone one kneel to her to control everyone
But he has never seen her like this broken .. helpless and hopeless.....
He realised she is scared that she doesn't deserve love and he is also the one of the reasons..he treats her so badly....but know her know whata gem she is ..a girl who love passionate who is strong.. who is sacrificing and who is badaas .....
"What happen tell me "laksh kneel to her and ask..his eyes is intense..."no "ragini nod in no and try to leave but he hold her hand "plzz tell me ragini "his voice has command she look at him and narrated everything..his blood boil in anger ..
"Swara has said this i cant believe"he said getting angry ...
How can she do this he thought may be she sacrificing her love..isnt she is the noble sis ..and daughter..then how can she ..
"I am going to ask her "he turn to go when ragini stop him "laksh .."she said now being serious he turn
"Where is sanskar "she asked and he remembered how he goes in hurry..
"He is home .. getting ready "he lied not wanting to hurt her more "u are lying "she said and look at his eyes and he look down confirming her ...she take a step back .....
"Ragini its nothing what u are thinking..she is just brainwashing u bhai loves u "he said and ragini turn
"I know what i have to do ..."she said and leave the place ..

At evening
All the hustle bustle around the baadi as nows the wedding time ... baraat will come after sometime

Parvati is shouting to all the workers to done the work fast as she didn't want any mistakes it her laado wedding....
"Maa ... ragini is no where "sharmistha come running to parvati who look at her immediately
"What do you mean she is no where baarat will come now anytime..
"Ma i have checked she is ko where and she didn't even picking her call "sharmistha said and dadi look concerned wait mai check krti hu....."she said and dail her no but nothing work...

After sometime all gathered in baadi
"Pr maa where has ragini gone "shekhar asked in anger bubble in his mind...
"Swara beta did u call her friends "yess baba pr she is nowhere"swara said knowing exactly what happened
She feel happy bur there is guilt in her heart...which is bothering her but ignoring that she start to play her terms
"Baba i think ragini doesn't want to marry sanskar"she said and look at shocked "what are u saying swara "dadi said in anger
"Dadi i was just saying she doesn't look happy and something happened i think we should informed sanskar and family that she is missing and we should cancel the wedding.....