Bring Me To Life

chapter 39

"thank u sanskar for coming "ragini said as they are walking toward sanskar car.he look toward her and just nod .."uhmm how is all in home "she asked and "fine"he just said in one word making ragini frown she wants to talk to him like old times but he isnt speaking anything "how is swara "she asked and sanskar smile a little which somehow hurt ragini "she is fine"he replied and this time ragini just hmm..dont know why she feel saddened all of sudden sanskar noticed the sudden change but didnt ask ..he knows she is trying to talk to him but he dont want because anything can be the reason of his sudden emotion burst ,he reached to his car and sit where ragini is just standing there ..she feel maybe still he didnt forgive her for that but she is not at fault he think his guilt as his love ..its not ..now she confirmed by knowing that swasan are together..she was right nobody can love her .. love is not written in her destiny and she has accepted it .but atleast sanskar can be a friend to her ...she loom down to just control her emotions..
Here sanskar notice this "dammit "he punch steering and curse ..
Ragini realise that nothing gonna be ok so she turn as she was about to step ahead "Raginii"he called ....ragini stop and turn ..and find him standing leaning to his car with no expression.."ha sanskar"she said little smiling..."uhmm lets go ....for coffee "he said without realising what he said and then curse himself for blurting out the nonsense he is about to say that he is just kidding when "okk let me get my purse"she said running inside shocking sanskar ....

She came smiling taking his purse and she sit in front.. sanskar was already sitting in driving seat . "Chale"she said and sanskar start the car
"So"ragini start to say"so"he repeated her words"how is everything there"she ask hoping he will tell how is his life going and how is everyone there ..
"Fine"he just said one word making her sigh frustrated but she didnt speak...they reach cafe and sit "order "sanskar asked ragini passing her the menu "she takes it and order least expensive coffee...sanskar shake his head ...
When suddenly a little boy come running to ragini and hid behind her "aarush"a women come running to him"aarush what is this behaviour lets go"that women say and try to hold him when that little boy hid behind ragini and hold her dupatta "no mamma i will not go ...aap mujhe icecream dilao"he said ..here ragini smile seeing that little boy "bacche u should go your mom is calling "sanskar said but that boy hide more behind Ragini"aarush zid nhi kro u have cold u cant eat icecream"that women said and aarush didnt paid heed ..when ragini smile and make aarush stand in front of her she kneels down to his height "beta u want icecream..."she asked and he nod "but beta u know u have cold u cant have icecream..if u have u will get more ill"she said but boy didnt listen
"Achaa aapko pta h aap bilkul super hero jaise lag rahe ..uhmm spider man ..bat man or super man"ragini said making thinking face "uhmm".."Superman"that boy said excitedly "yesss super man but u cant save the world na if u will get ill ..when bad boy will harm the world or your family u cant save them if u are weak .."she said and that boy start to think "then i want to be strong "he said and ragini smile "yess thats why u have to rake care of your health to protect your family your world ..and if u have icecream then u will get ill and became weak "she said and boy nod "ok i will not have icecream "the boy said and goes to his mother..that women smile ..and mouth thank u and take the boy with her ...ragini sit all time sanskar was seeing her ....when suddenly that boy run to ragini and hug her ."thank u dupatte wali aunty ..i will surely save rhe world "he said and goes back to her mother....
Here sanskar get alert listening dupaate wali aunty...all the memories came back ..from which he is trying to run..he remembered how he called her dupaate wali dost.. and how she cared for him without knowing who he was ..he act if mad person still it doesn't stop her to care for him.....

"Sanskarrr"Ragini scream as she us calling him from many sec but he is in his own world"hhhh"he said coming out of his trance ...

"Sanskar let's go "she said and stand up and leave without waiting for him..he pay and follow her when he find her leaning to his car he goes and about to sit in his car when's ragini hold his hand "kab tak "ragini ask and sanskar look comfused "whatt"he asked "kab tak u will behave like that sanskar...i know u are upset with me but we are friends"she said finally frustrated sanskar sigh and stand infront of her and look in her eyes "I am not upset....with u "he said and ragini just look on "then why ..why its feels like "ragini didnt complete and turn to leave when he hold her hand "like "he asked and tear formed in ragini eye "i am sorry "she said controlling her tears sanskar make her turn"what u feel "he asked again" its feel like ...like hollow ..between us ...u are upset with me and its not feeling right..i am feeling..i dont know "she said and started crying "sanskar look at her "heyy shhh"he said and hug her ...but didnt say ..."u don't think of me as friend now..u are the only friend i have i know i did mistake by leaving but i just want u to make realise "ragini get interrupted and Sanskar put his finger on her lips making her shut "u are my friend..and will always be "he said and ragini smile through tears ... sanskar control his emotions..and want to shout that he hates her for leaving and for every pain she cause but he cant ..he cant maybe he can never say that because actually uts not truth ..he said that he will forget her or hate her after her leaving but after meeting her again ..ge realise he can never hate her or forget her but one thing is also true he can never get her ...

Ragini smile little listening this and both just look at the sky without saying suddenly ragini speak

"Sanskar are u happy.."she ask and he is about to reply he is not..he can never be without her but her next word make him feel like burning the world

"I know u must be ...swara and u are made for each other.. together u will be happy"ragini said but dont know why its hurt her like this word is just paining her ...she is cursing herself for feeling like this and hoping that maybe sanskar denied this ..

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