A sad summer

~august 21st~

August 21st, literally the worst day of my life. Sorry to whoever's birthday is one that day, but that is the day everything went to absolute shit for me and my social life (and love life) here let me back you up so you know everything.

June 1st:

Hi, I'm Isla Carrera and I live in the Outer banks, NC, and I'm a Pogue just like my twin sister Kiara, although our parents are kook's. Kiara has a group of friends and they live in the cut, they call themselves the pogues. Oh and they also have boat called 'hms Pogue' we ride on it a lot even tho I don't understand what the hms stands for. Oh well but for your information I have a thing with John b. One of Kies friends, HES SO HOT. So are all her friends including JJ. Well now that you kind of know what's happening it's time for the juicy stuff!

I woke up around 8-9 after a rough night with John b John b and I do a casual hook up situation- thingy. Basically if one of us are horny or just in the mood so basically horny, we text each other something like 'hey wanna come over, I miss u' or something like 'can I come over?'. This has been happening with me and John b for a while now. I was zoning out when I heard and saw JJ saying in my face "yo is you good?" Yes that's what people call me 'is' it's annoying but I don't care. "Yeah JJ," I looked at John b "pass me the blunt JB?" I smiled at him and he smiled back and handed it to me. No one knew what we had going on which was part of the fun! Once I took a hit I got a message from Sarah saying 'come over I'm so fucking bored, PLEASEEEEE????!!!' I laughed a little looking at the text and then pope looked over my shoulder and said "going to see the kook princess I see?" "Shut up pope" i snapped back at him. Everyone looked at me but, did I care. not a fucking bit, and with that I left.

When I arrived at Sarah's house we went to her room and just kind of relaxed I stayed there until the next day. About 1 in the morning I had to pee really and cause she wouldn't let me use it during our movie marathon. So I sneaked to the bathroom but I didn't know which room it was so I kind of peeked until I heard a whisper yell from Sarah's brother rafe. Hmm where do I begin with rafe, oh I know. Rafe and I have a— history? Yeah I guess you can call it that, rafe and I used to be drug buddies and that's how I met Sarah. Does Rafe still do drugs? I have no fucking clue, anyways. "Isla what the fuck are you doing that's my parents room there sleeping!" He whispered yelled at me "oh I didn't know sorry. But umm- where's the bathroom?" "Dude Sarah had her own it's upstairs take a left then a right...." I didn't have enough energy in me to listen to the rest of what he was saying. "Can I just used yours? Please" I asked and he scoffed but agreed to let me use his bathroom. After I used it I walked out and into his room because his is connected to his room. But damn when I say I almost end fainted I'm not joking. He was shirtless and damn he was ripped. I couldn't stop staring and he must've caught on because he chuckled. "Take a picture it'll last longer" my face was pink "mm you wish" i started to walk up to him and face him "yeah I kinda do wish" he started to lean down and close his eyes and I did the same but then Sarah had to cock block us by knocking on the door, rafe and I started to shuffle around to find myself a hiding spot until we just pushed me in his closet. Knowing Sarah after knocking five times she barges in, "Rafe where the fuck is isla? What'd you do this time?" "Nothing I swear Sarah, I didn't even know she was here." "Mmm okay sure." She walked out. And I came out of the closet, it was awkward but rafe just...hugged me? I enjoyed it though?

I walked back to the room only to spend the next 4 hours sleeping, Sarah wanted to be up at 5:00 on the dot so I was exhausted the next day. We spent the day with the pogues in there boat and then went back to John b's house everyone had left and then JJ was meeting up with a girl and my sister and pope went to do some suspicious things. Me and John b kept giving each other looks of 'can we please just fuck already?' Or 'wait a damn minute'. He got impatient so he started to just stare at me like I was his sixth grade crush. So I walked over to him sitting in the recliner and sat on his lap and we started to make out. He picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his and we went to his bedroom. Once we were in the room he slammed me against the wall and started to take my clothes off so I took his off. Once he was in boxers I pushed him off of me and on to the bed. He kept teasing me until I told him to stop. About 12 or 13 minutes in we started to reach our high. "Isla I'm gonna-" I interrupted him and said "same just finish" after I said that within second he came inside me and so did I. It was running down my leg. "Shit!" John b yelled quietly. "I am so sorry" he started to say sorry over and over again and I just laughed. "Why are you laughing?" He asked "because it's fine and it's funny" he looked at me with a serious expression. "I just came inside you and your fine with it? And your laughing again, great" it was true it was funny. "Honestly John b there's something called 'the pill'" he looked relive and pulled out and sat next to me. "Are you sure wits okay" John b asked for the last time. "Yes John b now stop asking and just relax" i snuggled into him and started to go to sleep after.

The next morning was full of eventful things, first Kiara, pope, and JJ all rushed into John b's room. May I mention we are still naked and in his bed when they did this. They barged in and all went "oh my god" "damn John b you really- wow" and Kiara the most dramatic one of them all said "JOHN FUCKING B YOUR FUCKING MY SISTER WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK!" I'm pretty sure all of the outer banks heard her . I had to take the sheets and run after Kiara, hence she was my sister, "KIARA WAIT!!" I yelled but she had already took her car and left.

John b's point of view:

Fuck. "damn John b kiara's sister, that's new..." "fuck you jj" "seriously when did this start" pope the smartest person of all of us had to ask that. "Umm- wait no what I'm not telling you" I snapped back. I looked them both dead in the eye and said "you fucks better not say anything to anyone.

Isla's point of view:

I gave up on trying to get Kiara. Mainly because I was in a sheet and there was no point of running after a moving vehicle, so I walked back to the chatue in sadness because of Kiara. I walked back in and all the boys were eyeing me, when John b finally spoke up. "Did u get Kiara?" "No, she drove away" I said as I walked back to the room when JJ grabbed my ass. I grabbed his hand and pinned him against the wall and slapped him hard across the face. "Don't you ever and I mean ever grab my ass again!" I yelled at him, he nodded and I let go and went to John b's room to change. "Hey Isla..." John b walked in. I was in a swim too and denim shorts putting in a cover up when he walked in. "Hey JB" I Said awkwardly. "Can we talk" oh no not THE talk no,no,no,no,NO! "Yeah sure" damnit I'm so stupid ugh. "Isla before you say anything you need to let me finish" oh no he's going to say something extremely long isn't he. "I love you and I don't want you to think I'm using you for sex, okay?" Wow he was hot when he said that. "Yeah I know, I was kind of thinking the same thing. And your hot when your being serious" "oh I am" he said as he grabbed my thigh and put me in his lap. But of course JJ walked in. "KOOK ALERT- are y'all about to fuck?" He stopped mid sentence to say that wow.