Many Broken

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Joel's Pov

All of us had gathered back and heard the news about Fwhip. I still didn't believe that he was dead. Shubble and Sausage did seem traumatised but something made me not trust them they seemed fake. 

Everyone was too busy paying attention to them to see me walk alone into the woods. 

I had been feeling strange all day and I just wanted to be alone. I stopped by a large glistening lake that let out to the sea it reminded me of happy times with my friends, including Fwhip. I closed my eyes and  sat on the sandy edge. I felt like my heart had been torn out of my body and run over by a bus. I started to pathetically cry into my arms, I had never lost anyone this important to me before. 

Lizzie ~ You Okay Joel?

I nodded while frantically wiping my eyes and standing up. I could tell that Lizzie wasn't convinced. Instead of saying anything though she just came up and hugged me. I squeezed her back as I started to cry again.

Lizzie ~ Its going to be okay I know it.

I felt the world suddenly stop as words started traveling through my brain as it someone was talking to me.

??? ~ She doesn't understand your pain...

??? ~ She is lying...

??? ~ No one cares...

The world came back into motion as I let go of Lizzie. I felt angry though I wasn't sure why. I didn't care no one cared I just wanted to be mad.

Lizzie ~ Joel you seem mad what's wrong? 

Joel ~ YOUR JUST SO ANNOYING! FWHIP'S DEATH DOSEN' T EVEN EFFECT YOU AND YOU HAVE THE AUDACITY TO TELL ME THINGS WILL GET BETTER WHEN THEY CLEARLY WON'T!

I saw fear painted across her face slowly followed by anger. She seemed like she was going to cry too. 

Lizzie ~ WHAT HAS BEEN GOING ON WITH YOU RECENTLY! YOU'VE ALWAYS BEEN AVOIDING ME AND YOU ARE ALWAYS MAD AT ME! I HATE YOU...

It seemed like she had more to yell about but instead she started crying. I then decided to walk away and leave her crying beneath the moon.

( I felt sad writing this. Anyway I hope you are enjoying this stuff tried to make it longer but yeah my motivation is kind of dead. Might try have another one done by Thursday. Sorry they are not consistent my teacher just have me a lot of homework to do during easter.)





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