School is a total blur . It bores me so much that I start to day dream . I love daydreaming. They help me clear my mind from all the ruckus that has been going on in my fucked up life . If I don't spend my time daydreaming than I am probably reminiscing memories like the time me and Sam went out to a restaurant with the rest of our families . Long story short we sat next to each other and started poking each other with forks ......
That was one of our good memories but certainly not one of the best . As I was taking a stroll down memory lane our Maths teacher Mrs.Riley threw a chalk at me and I came out of my daze. " Zara you are barely passing math and you daydreaming. What is wrong with you???" she droned on but who listens to her. " Do you understand Zara???" Mrs.Riley said " yes mam " I replied with my fake sweet voice that can melt a stone heart . She replied with a small smile. Class is boring when Izzy is not in it but nothing I can do just have to suck it up.
School was done at 2pm soo we were free for the day . Izzy is going to my place for the day because we were having a pajama party . " You know you have to tell how you feel because you are miserable without him" Izzy was advising me for the millionth time this week . " You and I both know mum would freak out and have a stroke. Besides he doesn't even like so what's the point of putting my heart out on my sleeve" I snapped back. " okay fine don't . now shut up before your mum hears us talking about him" she warned me as we were entering my house . I could hear a deep voice and faint laughter inside . Hearing the voice there was instantly butterflies in my stomach and my heart began pounding in my ears.
I practically left Izzy at my door and ran straight into the living room . When I looked my heart stopped beating , the clock stopped ticking, suddenly there was nothing but the guy I loved sitting in front of me with the most cutest smile I have ever seen . Sam didn't exactly look like the boys from usual love stories. He wasn't tall , he didn't have a hot body and he wasn't really good looking either but to me he was all I ever wanted. Most girls my age wants a prince charming but me on the other hand I wanted nothing more than him.
He was telling my mum something really funny because she laughing her insides out . He didn't see me standing there . By then Izzy came in and looked at him . It was her first time meeting him . Even though we were bestie's she never met him . She stopped at the door when she saw my expression and looked at him . She cleared her throat loudly to make our presence known and elbowed me I ribs so I could fix my facial expression. Sam turned his head and looked at me so did my mother but I barely noticed her . He smiled at me and said " Bunny you're here . You know I was waiting for you , I haven't seen you in like forever " . I smiled and before I could reply he noticed Izzy . So I formally introduced them . Izzy kept talking to me with her eyes. We do that a lot. I told him that I was going to take a short shower . He and Izzy talked about various things like Izzy's undying love for Zayn Malik from that british boy band one direction. Coming out of the shower I thought about what I should wear . I HAVE NEVER BEEN THE KIND TO WEAR MAKEUP OR ANYTHING FANCY AT HOME like most girls my age.
Being my true self I decided to wear a pair of three quarter sweats and a baggy but cute top . As I went down I fixed my hair a bit because it was getting in front of my eyes . My hair was medium but there was bangs so I had shorter hair in front so basically my hair was being annoying and it wasn't cooperating.
I heard Sam talk to Izzy in the kitchen so I went there and saw that my mum was making lunch . She was making my favorite Polao, sweet chicken and vegetables . She always puts tomatoes in the vegetables because I love them Sam on the other hand couldn't be less of a fan of tomatoes. It was very refreshing talking to him. He always knew how to make me laugh without even saying something . His funny expressions were enough .
We always did this thing where we would joking glare at each . But we we always looked into each others eyes . He has brown eyes with flecks of black in them . Its one of his best features . We talked before having dinner . We would always tease each other with all our might . He always said something that ticked me off . It was something like he he hu hu you are crazy. This sentence always pissed me off and he knew that so he would use it to his advantage

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RomansaPain is something that demands to be felt - John Greene I never knew that I of all people would fall in love with someone who is not only older than me but also distantly related. I fell in love with my mum's aunt's son . I was soo in love that noth...