Kim Chay

part 12: Last Chance

Chay pov:
When I went back to hospital room , I thanked jack and he went back . While sitting in couch and seeing pkim , I ran into my thoughts.

Why he did this , who drinks alcohol like this , and now lying here in hospital. Why do you always do things which hurts everyone including your own self.
I was in my thoughts when I saw him waking .
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" Pkim are you ok "

" Yes I am , why am I here. " Kim asked in a weak tone.

"You don't remember anything. " Chay asked.

"I was in my room and I was injured , may be I fainted. "

"You fainted because of heavy dose of alcohol and blood loss. " chay said in little angry tone.

"I am going back to room "Kim said .

"You can't go, don't you see that your health is not fine . " chay said .

"I am fine . " Kim said and tried to sit properly but he couldn't.

"See , why don't you listen to me , just stay at hospital and doctor  said that you need to stay here for atleast 2 days . " Chay said in cold tone. Kim didn't said anything in return as he  noticed that  chay is mad at him.

"When  did you came here? " Kim asked.
"Jack called me and told that you are not  opening the door . So I asked pkinn for help. "Chay said in slow and sad tone.
"Chay .."he called.
"Chay ,I am sorry ,chay  I am really sorry for causing you pain ,I am sorry for everything I did."Kim said in pleading tone.

"It's ok pkim, ,,and I am not mad at you now." Chay said.

"No, it's not okay chay . I hurted you , made you feel devastated. How can you say that it's okay. "

"Because I still love you. "Chay said as a tear drop escaped his eyes.

"Chay .."Kim said in weaker tone.

" Kim , I don't know why but I  still want to trust you, I don't know what  is the  reality , I don't know what are your true feelings for me, I don't know what this world is hiding from me. But if now you tell me everything honestly , I will believe you like a fool . " Chay said.

Kim listened and adjusted to make space for chay to sit. And he sat.

" Okay Chay , I will tell you everything honestly.  At first when I got to know that porsche  is a new bodyguard  , I was sure that something is going on. I knew that porsche was not a wrong guy but I also knew that pa was hiding something from everyone.  So next day , I had to attend an event in your school  , I went there and I saw a boy  with purest eyes , purest smile like an angel  . It was you Chay , remember you answered a question , and then you asked me for being your tutor , I signed your shirt. It was not planned , I didn't knew that you were Porsche's brother . But when I started  researching  about your brother , I got to know everything , so I decided to teach you , Chay , I thought that while tutoring you I can get to know more about your brother . As we started meeting each other , I don't know how and when but I realised that I was falling for you. At first our tutoring sessions was planned but than it slowly converted into only way to meet you , so I continued it. When you came and told me that you passed your exam  , I was really happy for you and  then when you proposed me
, I accepted it because I didn't want you to go away from my life. Chay you are the only person I wanted to stay with , do you remember when you asked me that do I love you ,,, I wanted to say yess , I wanted to stay close to you . When I hugged you and slept with you , that was the first time I got to know that what a peaceful sleep is . But then you got kidnapped and I came to save you but before you got up , I went back because I didn't wanted you to be involved in this business , you were kidnapped once and I didn't wanted you to be in more danger. So even though I loved you , I decided to leave.  And I decided to lie that I never loved you. But the truth is  I loved you Chay , ever since I met you  , I have always been in love with you. After the family fight , I tried many times to tell you that I am sorry , to confess you that I love you , to tell you that now I will not let you go but you were so mad at me that I was not able to solve this . Chay this is what really happened ,Chay loving you was never the part of plan and whatever I did when I was with you was from heart  . I love you and this is not a lie . "Kim said while holding Chay's hand .