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Why Would Any Of That Be Your Fault

This is story is going to be set post endgame, Bucky, the reader, and adult Peter Parker. The reader was not part of the Thaons's snapped group. After Tony's Funeral, Bucky, the reader, Peter are now training the next generation of avengers just like Nat & Steve did. That is were the story starts. I have to mention this before I get to the tags, If you or anyone you know suffers from PTSD, I know people who have PTSD, You should not suffer in silence, you are so strong, stronger than I think many people would please. You should not suffer, No one should, get help if you need it. If you need someone to talk to, you can always talk to me. 

Warnings⚠️: Nightmare, crying, PTSD, panic attack, worried husband, dad, and mom

Tags: Adult Peter Parker x Wife Reader, Reader is Bucky and Wanda's daughter

Y/N POV Inside Nightmare:

I turn around to find my husband and my father to tell them that the we have finally won, as I finished and looked around to not see either of them. 'They can't be far' I though to myself, they might have been father away than I though. "Peter! Dad?! Mama?!" I don't hear them respond, I yell even louder this time. "Peter! Dad! Mama! Where are you! Answer me PLEASE!!!!" I start to run around the battle field looking for them screaming their names. "PETER!!" no response, "DAD!!" I keep running until I see uncle Steve walking towards me. When I see him I start running even faster. When I finally reached him, he looked so angry. "Uncle Steve have you seen Peter or my da-" I was not able to finish my sentence before he pushed my down to the ground. "THIS IS ALL YOUR FUCKING FAULT Y/N YOU CAUSED BUCKY AND WANDA TO DIE BECAUSE YOU ARE NOT STRONG ENOUGH, YOU ARE SO FUCKING WEAK, I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOUR FATHER MOTHER OR PETER HAVE EVER SEEN IN YOU! YOU ARE JUST A WASTE OF SPACE!! GET OUT OF MY FUCKING SIGHT BEFORE I DO SOMETHING THAT YOUR FATHER WOULD NEVER FORGIVE ME FOR!!! GET THE FUCK OUT HERE!!!" I don't understand what is going on. What did I do wrong? I start to run away. I don't want to make uncle Steve even more mad. 

As I close my eyes to wipe away the tears, when I open my eyes again, I'm back in Wakanda on the field near the force field and I can see the alien monster things trying to get in. I look to my left to see my father looking at me. He says to me "Stay close to me and your mom baby girl, I don't want Peter or your mother to rip my head off if you get hurt." I nodded. I see one of the monster get though, many more not far behind it. I took a deep breath and looked at my mom she nodded at me and I activate my powers. My powers are just like my mother's but the only difference is that it's color is purple and I don't loss as much of my energy when I use them like my mom does. As I start to fight I start to feel extremely tired, almost like I have been using my powers constantly for 2-3 days straight. I blink again and I am at the end of the battle and I see Thanos standing over me and my parents are behind him, they are both knocked out, I look next to them to see Uncle Steve is on the ground and he can't move. I look back up to see that Thanos is right in front of me, he has all of the stones, he looks at down at me and says to me "Young one, it is time to say your goodbyes as most of these people you will never see again. I am inevitable." And with that he snaps his fingers, nothing happens at first but then I see my father look at me and say "You could have stopped him, this is all your fault, you could have stopped him, put you are too weak to do that, how are you even my daughter?" And with that my dad turned into ash and he was gone. My mother looked at me just like my dad and said "Your father was right how are you even our daughter. I don't have a daughter anymore." And just like dad, mom turned into ash. Right behind mom was Peter. He had hatred in his eyes. As he starts to turn into ash he yells at me "I don't know how I could love you. I don't have a wife anymore!" I started crying, I want all of this to be over. I looked at Thanos and said to him "Kill me, please, I am begging you" He just smiled and said to me, "you are going to live with this for the rest of your life. Killing you would just be merciful, and I am not known for being merciful. I hope you can live with the concurrence of your weakness." and with that, he made a portal and left. I had to contact Peter to see if he is still alive. 

I touched my ear piece and called out for him. I heard nothing. I called out for him again. Again nothing. Just as I am about to call out for him I hear Tony's voice come though the com. "He is gone Y/N, he's gone. I am sorry." I can't believe it, he is gone. All I can do is cry like a wounded animal. All of the sudden I can hear my name being called 

Peter's POV: 

It is around 2:30 in the morning when all the sudden I start to hear soft crying. I turn around to see my wife crying her eyes out. I move my whole body to her side and start she yell her name. She does not wake up. I start to yell her name even louder when I hear a knock at our door, I tell the person to come in, I turn my head back to her and Bucky and Wanda walk in. "Peter what is going on?" Bucky asks me, I look at him and say "I don't know, one minute she is quiet and then the next she is like this. I don't know how to fix this. This has never happened before." Bucky looks at me and then to Wanda. He says to her, "Honey can you get into her head and see what is going on." She nodded and uses her magic and shows us what Y/N is seeing. When we all look up we see Thanos and the stones, then the death of Bucky and Wanda, She then asks Thanos to kill her. I want to wake her up and stop this. 

"Wanda please stop, let wake her up." With tears in her eyes she stops showing us and I start to shake Y/N to wake her up. All of the sudden I see her eyes open. I stop shaking her and call her name "Y/N it is ok, we are here baby girl." She looks up at me and starts to cry even harder. "I thought you were dead again. I though all of you we're dead." I just had to hug my wife, to let her know that I am right here. She looks at me , Bucky and Wanda and says to us "I am so sorry that I let you all down, I though I could handle myself on the battle field but I guess I am not strong enough.I is my fault that you all were snapped." What does she mean. "Love, what do you mean? First of all you are stronger than the rest of us. For five years you did not stop looking for a way to get everyone back. Second of all, if you had try to stop Thanos you would have been killed. You did what you needed to do. We are back, you were one of the ones who brought us back, that is what makes you strong." 

She looked at Wanda and Bucky, "I love you guys so much. I am sorry for waking all of you up" Bucky walked over to her and hugged her. Bucky pulls back to puts he hands on the side of her head and says, "Baby girl, you should never suffer, that is our job as your parents, to comfort and protect you." She tears up and hugs her parents even tighter. 

After a few minutes she turns back to me and hugs just a tight as she did to her parents. I could tell she was starting to clam down. I gave Bucky and Wanda the sign to go ahead and go back to bed if they would like. They left the room and shut the door. I told Y/N very softly, "baby, we need to go back to bed. Are you okay to lay back down?" She nodded yes, I let go of her so she could cuddle up to my chest. "Goodnight love, Remember, We are always here for you. I love you." 

Y/N POV: 

I hear Peter tell me goodnight and I love you. I say I love you back. I can see his eyes close. It takes me a little while to get tired again, but the last thing that I heard before I went back to sleep was Peter's steady heartbeat.

The End. 

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