It really shouldn't matter
Except it does
It matters that she chose "love" over her children
That she probably never even thought twice about us after slipping under her self medicated fog
Not sure how she could give up something so innocent
Why she thought it was even a good idea to choose a Man
Men. Another thing I don't understand
Not exactly god like creatures
Though we certainly let them think that
I see them as bums who never know when NO means NO
Now I've made my share of mistakes, some because of boys, men
Maybe I'm just sour because I wanted her to love me and she didn't
Guess it doesn't matter
Maybe it never really has
