Her Diary lines

Not so far

I was happy. I was not sure. finally, his tongue is in my mouth. Our mouths are colliding. We was not sure. He said " I like you doctor". "Wow, i didn,t knew that my pateints are progressing these fast".  We both laughed. We were at the bus stop hoping that our bus would never come and we look into each other eyes forever.

The bus came and he kissed me again. I went inside. I wanted to invite him but I have wake up early next day. I looked at him and he just stared at me and smirked making me blush. I was not sure but I bite my lips and winked at him through my window and sat down. I closed my eyes for a moment and started thinking about the kiss. Suddenly the bus stops my eyes were still closed and after a moment I could feel a figure sitting beside. I felt a couple of long fingers upon my hand and opened my eyes onlu to find Jed smiling at me with his gorgeous brown eyes. Which for a second I was drowned.

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JED's pov

 I liked her from the moment we met. I wanted to know every thing about her. I waited for her outside of her office to make her comfort. I waited for her and when I saw her. I wanted to love keep her with me. Never let her go. She was suprised to see me. But I wanted to make her clear that I am only here for ourselve not for myself. I smiled at her.I know she would be shocked knowing that I waited for her but I wanted to tell her how I fell for her. Over a couple of days.

She asked me lot of stuffs but I answered them as I wanted her to make. She knew it already that I loved and never let her go. We walked upon the bridge. My eyes was on her and I knew I wanted to keep her. She looked at me and we stopped and I felt so good keeping her with me. I whispered in her ear"did ever heard a case where the pateint falls for the doctor". She was shocked and I was scared wether she is happy or angry upon my statement but she then looks somwhere else and that breaks my heart but after that she completely bites he lips and looks at me and comes closure to my ear. She was also in the mood to whisper. Where she whispers " Yes , well I am seeing one". 

I smiled at her and I was so happy to hear that She wants me to. Maybe onesided love also not worked for her. I wanted to kiss her so I seeked her permission or maybe warned her that if I started I am not going to fucking stop myself. She was happy. She looked up at me and said" I never said you to stop". I was happy and intimitated that without wasting any seconds I collide my lips with her. She kissed me back and it felt good to me as if I was craving for it. I was not kissing her in sake of fuck but instead I waskissing her because I was feeling love in it. I knew we stopped and looked at each other and laughed how we destroyed each others face. We laughed for hours. 

We were at the bus stop waiting for her bus to arrive. I know I was in love with her. But it would be too fast to tell her. Her bus came and she was not ready to go. We just stared at each other and I kissed her a goodbye kiss. she was on the next moment. But her eyes locks with me and than lips bite just drives my soul away. I wanted to let her go for these night but I could'nt. So I stopped the bus and let myself in it.

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Amelia's POV

He sat right beside me. I knew it was crazy but I wanted him to fuck me all the night. We came to our house. Unwillingly and knowing the consequences I invited him inside. He was right there standing and once he entered in. " what's with your face" he asked. " Nothing I am just nervous" I said. He smiled in air and came near me. He hold my waist his hands were strong . I looked up at him. In my head there was only one song roaming [bad decision] I couldn't even concentrating on the lyrics and it was whole fucking mess. He kissed my forehead and said " Let's not make it fast. You already are way much tired." I felt butterflies and laughs about how cute Jed was.

" I changed my mind. I am not nervous" I said wanting him to keep to myself for the night. "Than what are you feeling" He asks me breathing in a heavy still we are not apart. "Horny" I say out loud. My voice in hoarse position. I hate my voice. He smiled but surely it was a clear laugh than a smile. He kisses me . My hand was in his hair and we surely made ourselve in bedroom. He dropped me on the bed very hardly. I felt that how gently he make my shirt out of the pants . I started unbuttoning him. "Gosh I want to call me yours" He said in breathy voice.His abbs were displayed which made me wanting him more. We started taking our clothes of until we were naked. He was on top of me. Kissing me and every possible parts of my body. we were so happy. My gosh I can't beleive I was being fucked. 

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It was over but we were watching the celeing. I remembered every moment. than he told me to sleep. As we got dressed . I made him dinner. He kissed me and I knew I just cant get over him. These relation is for longer time . I LOVED                                                                                                                                                                                          loved                                                                                                                                                                                             loved 

him being with me.