I'll miss you

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Jesse pov

⚠️sad⚠️

8 months later...

I woke up and the sheets where cold. Billie was no where to be found. I went to the kitchen to see nothing. I was hoping to see bil cooking. But I didn't see her.

I looked through out the whole house. Nothing.
Except the bathroom. She could be taking a bath!
Yeah, Jesse use your head. I smack myself on the head.

As I walk in the bathroom I look around and what I saw broke my heart. Billie was lying on the floor. With a note. I quickly ran to her. Tears formed in my eyes. "No no no no, Billie please, please. Babygirl wake up come on." I say
I glance at the note. Deciding if I should open it.
Yes, I will.

Dear Jesse, thank you for all the good times and all the love you gave me. I appreciated it and cherished it. Memories are in the past, just like this note, I wrote it in the past. You're reading it in the future. I love you so so much, you are the sweetest, most loving person I've ever interacted with, I just hope you know this isn't your fault. Don't blame it on yourself, bubba, I know your gonna. But don't. I wasn't in the brightest place, I've been hiding my depression. For 3 months, I wish I could have met my little baby. But you know, all good things come to an end. You don't deserve the pain you're feeling while reading this, just know that I'm always watching over you. - Love Bil 💕

"Bil no no no. You can't do this to me." I say while looking up at the sky. "I miss you, why, why didn't you tell me. Why didn't you come to me?"  I say my voice breaking because im about to cry.

"No, I can still save you." I say. I pick up my lifeless girlfriend. And put her in the back seat.
I turn on the car and race to the hospital.

"HELP! HELP!" I scream as I walk into the hospital.

"Take her to the ER." the doctor says "don't worry sir will save her." He says.

*3 hours later*

I shake my leg nervously. As I watched the clock 3:30 am. I put my hands in my face. I start to cry.
As I look up I see paparazzi. Great.

"Jesse Rutherford?" A doctor asks. I stand up and walk over to him wiping my tears. "Is she alive is she ok?" I ask worried. He looks down and just says "Well we don't know if she'll wake up but she's in a coma." He says. It breaks my heart to hear that but at the same time. It makes me happy to hear she's technically alive.

"And also we got the child out." He says. "It turns out you have a son." He smiles. I smile. "You wanna see him?" He asks. I just nod my head.
They bring him to me and let me hold him.

"Here's your son." The doctor says. As soon as I see his face. I start to cry. He looks just like billie.
"Omg you look just like your mama." I say. He opens his eyes. Their green. His hair is dark brown. "Omg your beautiful." I start to cry.

" I start to cry

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