Royally Blue

PROLOUG

I know I'm in the wrong here, but for some reason, I can't bring myself to swallow up my pride this time. I felt lightheaded yet still managed to stand up, per usual. I don't understand why or even how the room got so hot so fast. I was getting dizzier, I should sit down soon, but now is not the time. They'll know something is wrong then. I managed to fight the pain going through my body while trying to look up at him. Just then, I locked eyes with him. He's mad, that's for sure, but there is something else that I can see in his eyes. He looks hurt, offended, and worried as well. He's good at hiding his true feelings. I'll give him that. But not good enough, I understand why he'd be offended and worried, I said some pretty offensive things and accused him of many things. Plus, his mother and sister are right behind him, as well as her. Of course, he'd be worried they'd believe me over him. But I just can't quite understand why he's hurt, even though I said some pretty harsh and mean things, but words are just words. They can't hurt you unless said by someone that means something to you. Then again, he's cold as can be, unlike his eyes. Those green eyes can look so warm, and then again, I guess he could be considered a literal wolf in sheep's clothing. I tried to go forward but only managed to go one step forward before feeling all dizzy again. I held onto the wall for support, but that wasn't enough. I felt tired, so so very tired. Maybe i can rest for just a second. After holding it for so long, I finally let my breath go as I embraced the dark.