Dead Bella [On Hold]

What the hell?

I havent posted since Feb? HOLY CRAP!!! Im so sorry! i totally forgot about Dead Bella... Duh Nun Nun.... just letting you know now shes not back!! Or is she? haha! Not gunna give anything away. You guys are amazing! Truly are... And sorry for these chapters... my writing has increased so much now!! So the chapters after this should be good! Anyways heres the story:
What the hell?
Bella
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Everyone came rushing over to my side.

"Bella are you okay?"

"What happened?"

"Are you alright?"

I sighed.

"Guys im fine! And well, its kinda werid what happened, ill tell you all later."

Nessie came running into the room.

"MOMMA!" she screamed.

She ran into my arms.

I hugged her close to my body.

"I missed you so much momma" she told me.

I smiled.

"I missed you too darling"

I kissed her forehead.

"Dont leave me every again!" she muttered in my ear.

Tears started falling down my face.

Everyone was staring at me with wide eyes.

"How am i crying?" i asked them.

No one answered.

"Im a vampire! How am i crying?" i asked again.

No one answered again.

Nessie put her hand on my face.

'Are you having another baby?' she asked in her thoughts.

I froze.

Im a vampire... i...cant be pregnant!  That's not possible!! But it would explain why i can cry? I wonder if i can eat human food.... i have been feeling sick lately? Maybe it is possible!

Everyone was staring at us with a confused look on there faces, beside Edward.

"Whats going on?" Emmett asked.

"Renesmee thinks Bella might be pregnant" Edward told them.

It was silent for a few minutes.

"It could be possible" Carlisle told us.

"How?" i asked him.

"Well, when you gave birth to Nessie, you were changed right after birth... It could of effected you, making you able to conceive children" he explained.

"I dont think thats it...I was changed after birth, and im not able to conceive children" Esme told him.

"Yes, but you were changed hours after your birth" he told her "Bella was changed right away"

Im pregnant? That still doesnt explain how i could be effected by Emmetts attack?

"What about the attack? I couldnt of just passed out, im still a vampire!" i said.

"Since, your pregnant your human hormones come back to you, which means you'd be able to get hurt" he explained to me.

"But that still doesnt explain the werid things that happened! I passed out, and it was like i was in another universe!"

"What?" he asked.

"When i passed out, i was brought into different scenes.... I was brought back to the fight with the Volturi.... I was brought into this room...horrible things happened....." i winched remembering Edward and Nessie chained up to the wall covered in there own blood." i was brought back to the fight with Victoria and Riley" i chanted on.

"Horrible things happened?" he asked.

I winched.

"Yes" i whispered low.

"What kind of things? You dont have to tell me if you dont want to." he told me.

"Ill tell you.... "

I gave Renesmee to Jacob and motioned him to take her away.

Once they left, i sat in the corner of the room.

"Its....kinda painful....so bare with me!" i told them.

Most of them nodded their heads.

Edward just stared at me with sad eyes.

"I woke up in a dark room. There was no light, no sound, no nothing. I yelled for someone to come help, but no one came. It was just me.... " I took a deep breath before continuing. "Than all the sudden, a light turned on. It was bright.... too bright so i shut my eyes, when a voice told me to open them... i heard the voice once or twice, but it wasnt really familiar.

"I opened my eyes, and saw myself chained to a wall.... Thats when i saw it.... a stream of blood on the ground... I looked up and saw....." i went quiet not wanting to say it.

Tears starting falling down my face.

"What did you see?" Emmett asked me.

"Edward and Nessie" i whispered low. "They were chained up to the wall... covered in there own blood. They looked so peaceful... i was crying and screaming when they both woke up. They gasped and stared at me with wide eyes. I broke down, i couldnt stand to look at them, so i folded my arms over my face. Edward called my name, so i looked up. He smiled at me, and i couldnt help but smile back, thats when it got worst.... blood started pouring out of both of them" 

I looked up at my family, all of them looked as if to be in tears.

"I called out for someone to stop the torture... which they did... for a while that was, they turned out the lights... and left me there for a few seconds.... i called out to them again, but no on answered... I crawled over to the wall... waiting for something to happen; It was like the person could read my mind... I was asking for someone to turn the lights on and kill me, when they turned back on..."

" Thats where i saw Edward and Renesmee on my lap...covered in blood, covering me in there blood....it was so horrible, they were alive.... they were breathing, moving there body to reach something....i dont know what though... i shoved them off my lap, leaning over both of them. My hands were over my mouth trying to hold back screams."

"Nessie was opening and shutting her eyes, Edward was just staring me in the face. He muttered Bella Dont Watch, I hugged him close to me, crying onto him... i kept on saying No and Dont... Than they both blew up in my face.... "

"I was left, covered in there blood and gutts and body parts.... I screamed and screamed for someone to kill me... i couldnt take the torture! Someone turned the lights off again....i continued to cry when the lights came back on... Thats when i heard Aro say my name...He pulled out a knife... i shut my eyes waiting for it, when i felt someone strocking my cheeks... It felt the same way as Edward does, so i opened my eyes... i saw Edward smiling at me... than... he... stabbed me with the knife."

Everyone was silent..

"It got better though.... I went back to the scene with the Volturi, i saw us standing, waiting for them. Than i saw them charging towards us... Without thinking i ran over to stand infront of Edward. I whispered his name and his head turned towards a beautiful newborn...it was me, I grabbed his hand and it started glowing... than everything stopped... I spun around fast... everything was frozen... beside me and Edward. He was staring at me with wide eyes... looking back and forth between the frozen version of me. Than he dropped to the ground, holding his head. I put a hand on his shoulder, and whispered his name again, and looked up... than it changed again"

"The darkness returned.... there was alot of pain, i opened my eyes and saw a beauitful man over top of me, My guess was it was you Carlisle....than i saw Edward. My eyes were blurry i couldnt see barley anything... than it changed again... One minute I was seeing Edward and Nessies bodys, in a burning fire, than i was in the blood covered room where Edward stabbed me."

"I shut my eyes again, than i heard noises... i opened my eyes again and saw Carlisle, it was really blurry... i whispered Edward really low than i was gone... The darkness and pain returned.... I was brought back to Victoria and Riley, they have Edward ready to rip his head off... i screamed to him than they ripped his head off...."

Everyone was quiet...

"It was good after that, i woke up in our medow... i ran towards the last spot i remember being, and i saw Edward on the ground with someone... i couldnt see who, i ran towards him when i saw him holding my dead body... I was about to run away when i stepped on a branch... i looked back at Edward... his head was looking towards me...It all happened so fast, i was thrown to the ground than up against a tree... than i was pulled into a hug... "

"He realized it was me... he brang me back to my corpse... just staring back and forth between us... We returned to the house, Edward told you i was back... none of you believe him... i was talking to him, when Nessie called to me, she couldnt see me only heard me...; Edward held up his hand, and i placed mine on his... when our hands started glowing. Thats when Alice said Bella its you.... she couldnt hear me though...  we started kissing, the room got brighter and brighter... he pulled away and everything went dark....than i started glowing... thats when i woke up here"

It was silent for a few minutes until Alice pulled me into a hug.

"Bella, im so sorry!" she whispered.

"I know Alice, its alright... im back now, i hope"


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Ending it there.
that was pretty long?
OMG JUST WATCHED HARRY POTTER DEATHLY HALLOWS PART 2 TRAILER!!! I CANT WAIT!! WHOS SEEN IT? WANNA WATCH IT? HERES THE LINK: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mObK5XD8udk
~Taabb~