Chapter 1. Fault. (Mikus POV)

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by gogogagamebaby

by gogogagamebaby

(TW: Self harm)
I didn't want it to end like this.
We were supposed to be around forever. Never spoiling never breaking. And yet it's come to this.
It's all because of me. Me and my selfish needs.
I storm off to my room and slam the door. I put my head between my legs. This was all my fault. If I had just stayed quiet, walked away, everything would have been fine-We would be happy even. This is my fault. My fault my fault my fault my-
I look up ahead of me. I'm staring directly at the mural I painted with my friends. It has everyone in it- Me, Rin, Len, Luka, MEIKO and KAITO. I hate that mural. I get up and walk towards it. We all painted it together. It's hard to imagine. I slam my fist against the wall. It made me bleed a little. I smile and slam my fist against the wall again. I bleed more. I keep hitting my fist, bleeding more and more. I laughed and laughed. I felt happy- like I would be forgiven. Perhaps if I removed my face with my blood I would be. I take the blood from the wall and draw a X across my face. I start laughing again. Then my door opens. It's Una.
"Miku, I-"
She stops, stunned. We both stare at each other. "L-look Una, this isn't what it looks like I'm just-"
"Why?"
I stare at her. "We all know what you did so why try to hide or justify it? Are you trying to get pity from us? Well it's not working." She walks out of the room covering her eyes. I walk to where she was standing. There's tears on the floor. I look down at my hand. I've said too much. I've done too much.
"I'm too much."

Wow ok edgy miku.

Also sorry this is trash