Unknown love | A Hyunlix story

Just a brush

HYUNJIN

I'm really worried about what's happening with Chan and Felix. ESPECIALLY Felix. They didn't even tell me what's wrong. I let out a sigh. "What's wrong?"asked Jeongin. "Well, Felix is acting really weird lately. He has been getting red and crying over everything. And on top of that, he doesn't even tell me what's wrong! How could I not be worried??"I said, letting yet another sigh.

Jeongin stared. "It's probably cuz he was sick yesterday."he said. "But that was literally last night, how could someone get that sick over soju. Plus Chan also has been acting a bit weird. He asked me if I LIKED Felix! Then he also doesn't want to tell me why Felix is crying!"

"Maybe you should... talk to them!"said Jeongin optimistically. "I tried talking to Felix, but he doesn't say anything. And he usually tells me everything.

"Maybe they're planning a...surprise party!?!"said Jeongin with a smile on his face. I sighed. He really doesn't understand.

But I decided to go to Felix and try to talk to him again. I knocked on his door. "Felix?"I asked. He mumbled a 'come in'.

I went inside. He was sitting down at his desk, on his computer. His eyes concentrated on his game. His freckles bright against his pale skin. His fluffy hair all messy. This made me want to hug him and shower him with all his affection.

I sat on a chair, and dragged it next to him.

I ruffled his hair. "Are you okay?" Felix stared at me. "You asked that question a billion times already, Jinnie!" I blushed at the sound of my nickname. It's been awhile since hearing it.

"I know! Lemme tell you my worries. Why are you and Chan acting weird. Especially you. You keep turning red, crying and not telling me why! Then Chan is asking me weird as hell questions, and ALSO not telling me anything! You used to tell me everything! But now you aren't and it also hurts to not know anything about someone I care a lot about!"I say, glad to finally let all I felt out.

Felix sighs. "It's obvious." "Not for me!! Just tell me!!" "No, figure it out by yourself!" "C'mon Felix, don't do this!" "I SAID TO FIGURE IT OUT!!"Felix shouted.

My lower lip quivered, something really embarrassing, a tear forming in my eye. Knowing I was gonna cry, I left the room.

In my room, I cried for the longest time. Im still mad at Felix for screaming at me and still not telling me what's wrong! How am I supposed to find it out by myself. I've been thinking for literally the whole day!

FELIX

I regretted screaming at Hyunjin. The scene of Hyunjin storming out of my room kept replaying in my head. A tear slowly fell down my cheek. I've been crying a lot lately.

But it's true! I mean it's obvious I love Hyunjin. But maybe it is better this way, that he doesn't know, i mean. That way, it is still my secret.

I want to go to Hyunjin's room.

I want to hug him.

I want to wipe a way his tears.

I want to comfort him, letting him know I love him.

But I can't. To think Hyunjin is right there, and I can do all the things I want to right now makes me upset.

I went out of my room. I heard Hyunjin's sobs. Hearing him cry makes me want to cry. I went to his door about to turn his handle.

But I stop myself.

I force myself to go downstairs. Chan and Minho are in the kitchen. "Hey Felix!"Chan says, giving me a smile. "Hey dad!"I say jokingly. "What are you guys making?"I asked, cheerfully. "I'm making-"

Before Chan finished the sentence, Changbin came in. "I smelled the delicious aroma and came running.

"It's almost ready Changbin!"said Minho.

A few minutes later the lunch was ready.

Changbin called the rest of the members ("I'll eat it all if you don't hurry up!"). The last one who came in was Hyunjin, his eyes red and puffy. He sat down, or rather slumped, not touching his food. "Are you okay, Hyunjin?"asked Chan. "Yeah, were you crying?"asked Jisung. "N-no!"said Hyunjin. "Stop LYING!"said Minho.

I looked at my plate. When I glanced up, I caught Hyunjin's eye. He quickly looked away.

"I'm really okay, I just stubbed my toe on the way here, it really hurt."lied Hyunjin.

I excused myself and went up to my room. Why did I do this? Now Hyunjin was sad.

I heard the door beside me open and close. Hyunjin was in there. So I went to his door and knocked.

"Leave,"said Hyunjin. He isnt the one to hold grudges like that, so I was worried.

"Please let me in, Jinnie!!" I cried. There was shuffling in the room and finally the door opened. Hyunjin opened it wider so I could come in. I sat down on the bed and he sat down next to me.

"Jinnie, I'm sorry, I was upset then!"I said, holding back my tears. "It's okay!"he said softly. My tears that were once held back came coming out like a river.

Hyunjin sat closer and held me in his arms. I was instantly comforted. But not enough for my tears to stop.

HYUNJIN

I slowly wiped Felix's tears. Once they stopped I smiled at him. He smiled back. Before I knew what I was doing my face got closer to Felix. Our lips brushed against each other. Felix closed his eyes, waiting.

But I realized what I was doing and quickly pulled away. "I-I'm sorry, Lixie!!" Felix's lower lip quivered. But instead of crying he smiled. "I-Its o-okay!" He quickly stood up and left the room. I was alone again.

But I couldn't help wondering what would have happened if we actually kissed. What happened to me?? This made me regret it. I wish I kissed him.

Then I realized it.

I'm in love with Felix.

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