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oliver was back from tour and of course the two were together again, right now the two were in the arguing 24/7 phase, it was all over the stupidest things ever.
" ximena your so hard to love and for what huh? " oliver yelled at her. once again the two were arguing, this time over nothing oliver just started arguing with her.
" what he actual fuck bro? i didnt even do shit to you and your saying this? man fuck you. when you gon' realize that was fucked up and give me a actual apology then we can talk. " ximena yelled back matching his energy. ximena saw his face soften right after he said that, he had a look of regret on his face but ximena didn't care, you can't just say that to anybody.
" i think we should go on break for right now, we keep on arguing and i dont want us to keep getting hurt by all these mean things we tell each other " ximena said in a calmer voice now, oliver didnt say anything but he agreed and she knew that because he nodded his head.
ximena had went to her new apartment, and just sat in her room thinking about what has been happening between her and oliver. she didn't know what to even feel, they been arguing for months now and shes tired of it. she can tell he was also tired of the constant arguments the two had, and everyone else was wishing it can go back to normal.
" ximena? " maru asked shaking her as her other friends came into her room.
" when did you guys even get here? how did you get in ?" ximena asked, shes been staring at the blank wall for some time now that she hasn't noticed all the people that just walked into her apartment.
" um first of all the front door was unlocked, you seriously need to start locking it or something bad can happen to you. second of all we got here 15 minutes ago, we tried calling out to you but you were like stuck in your own world. " devin explained to her, ximena nodded basically telling him she understood.
" boys out. girl talk. bye " cynthia said pushing nick, devin, sage, sean and sebastian out of her room.
" what happened?" maru asked as they sat on ximena's bed with her.
" me and oliver had another argument and he told me i'm so hard to love. i told him we need a break from eachother so thats that " ximena explained to them with no emotion in her tone nor did she show any emotion.
" how do you feel ?" maru asked her, ximena shrugged. she didn't really feel anything at the moment so she didn't know.
" its okay ximena " cynthia gave ximena a soft smile followed by a hug, that maru joined. eventually the boys came in her room and joined the hug.
her friends really helped her feel better, sebastian even had a talk with her about the situation with his brother. he knew oliver was in the wrong but he just wished oliver wouldn't fuck it up, sebastian loves having ximena around. ximena always makes sure sebastian is included in every hangout or dinner or whatever they're doing.
ximena met up with oliver later on that day.
" oliver i truly do love you. but after what you told me i don't know if i can even forgive you. that was out of pocket and you know it. " ximena explained to him, he knows he is wrong but he just isn't admitting it.
" i know and i do love you to " oliver said it back to her.
" but honestly we both been out of it for some time know. i don't think it will workout between us. i still have a lot of love for you but im not happy no more " ximena said to him, it broke her own heart to be saying this and from what she can tell it broke his heart to.
" yeah, im sorry for the pain i put you through " oliver said with a small smile, it was a sad smile.
" i'm sorry for everything but honestly your the only guy i've really loved. thank you for everything " ximena gave him a hug, they both agreed that they should end it. so ximena went back to her apartment and deleted all romantic memories with him from her camera roll and social media.
the two of them had posted on their instagram stories that they broke up, saying it was a mutual thing and that they will still be friends and they both have much love for eachother.
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i am finally done with this book! thank you to everyone who read this .