Traitor [J.JK]

Bitter Reality

Kim Yu-jin's POV

Not everyone's life have that pinch of sweetness. I also comes under this everyone tittle. Yes,  my life isn't full of sweetness like everyone else. My life is little hectic one. How could someone's life can enjoyful, when that person has a whole fucking day full of work and duties. How can it be,  when that person's life is full responsibility. I live alone. Yes, i do. My parents they are toxic and manipulative. Even my elder brother know, that's why we both live apart from them. In the childhood we had to live with them and bare their toxic words. I have an elder brother his name is Kim Taehyung. He is the only one person who i love more than anyone else. Sometimes he acts as an idiot and sometimes stupid, but i whenever i need him he is always there for me. He cares about me alot. Sometimes we fight but as you know all siblings do. As much we fight but still i love him more than anything. You must be thinking that don't i have a friend or best friend. I do have one, special one. Her name is Jennie Kim. She is me best friend. We both met in my college. She was giving savage reply to our college badboy or you can say bully. Not mine. Maybe that's enough about my life. I don't have anything special in my life. 

I finished writing the whole paragraph about my life. I was starring at that paragraph continuously as i was fighting in my head to whether post it or not. I am sitting in my bedroom, laptop is on my lap and a cup of hot chocolate is on my bed side table. Coffee's fragrance has fillled my bedroom. Sound of typing is mixed with rain drop sound. It's raining outside as monsoon season has started. I love rain. And monsoon season is my favourite. Rain always calms me and soothes my soul. I pressed the backspace key on my laptop and deleted the whole paragraph. I don't have courage to write a blog about my hectic life. There is a little bit of insecurity in my head about hate and negative comments that i will get from others. my thoughts were saying to me that it isn't correct to tell everyone about my personal life, especially about my toxic parents. So, i will tell others about it when i will have confident. As i was drowning in my thoughts suddenly my alarm went on which indicated me it's my sleeping time and i got out of my thoughts. I turned it off and shutted my laptop off, then putted it aside. I got up from my bed, took my cup and headed towards the kitchen. I washed my cup in the sink and headed back towards the bedroom. Once i got in my bedroom, as i laid on my bed mattress sinked down. I covered my body with blankets and listened to the rain sound. Rain is helping me more to sleep. It is looking like i'm listening to lofi songs. While listening to rain, i drowned deep in my sleep. 

NEXT MORNING [5:30] 

I was deeply sleeping when my alarm went on. I turned it off and got up from my bed, headed straight to the bathroom. I removed my clothes, turned the shower on and took a warm bath. As the hot water touched my skin, shiver went down my spine. I took the bathrob and wrapped it around my body. I got out of the bathroom, went to my closet and took my clothes out and again headed towards the bathroom. I putted my clothes on, as i got out of bathroom i heard my door bell ring. I headed towards the door and peep through the door hole to see my brother standing outside the door with polythene in his hands. I quickly opened the door and asked him to come inside. As he came in, he immediately went towards to the kitchen and putted those poly bags on the kitchen counter. 

Yu-jin:- Good morning, what are you doing this early in the morning?

Taehyung:- Why are you asking? I'm your brother and you are sister i can come to your house whenever i wanted to. 

Yu-jin:- I know that, i'm just asking. And i'm surprised that how come you woke up so early in the morning. Are you going somewhere? 

Taehyung:- No! Why can't, i wake up early in the morning. And by the way your getting late for your college. Quickly go and get ready, i will drop you. 

Yu-jin:- Oh shit!! I didn't saw time. Ok! Wait for me i'm coming.

I quickly went to my bedroom. Did my skincare, took my bag and again came back in ths kitchen. I opened the fridge, took an apple and dragged taehyung outside with me.