A/n:you were saved by clockwork and toby when you were 9 and they are like family to you and your name is chris/c.c(TW!!! mentions of s/h!)
(no one's pov)4 months,you have been clean for 4 months but it's been getting harder to stay clean.you can't even explain why your struggling and your scared that if you relapse that clockwork and toby will be upset or mad at you and they mean the world to you and you want to ask them for help but you don't want to make them stressed or sad.after a while of staring at the blade you had been holding while you were thinking you heard clockwork calling you for lunch so you hid the blade and went downstairs while acting like nothing was wrong.
clockwork:hey chris,i made you and toby mac and cheese for lunch*smiles*
chris: thank you*fake smile's back*
clockwork:you okay chris?
chris:mhm*fake smiles again*
clockwork:okay(why's she lying?)
toby: h-hey clockw-work-k,hey ch-chris,h-how is ev-everyb-body?
clockwork:i'm doing fine*smiles*
chris:i'm fine
toby:th-thats g-good*smiles*
chris:-finished food-may i be excused plz?
clockwork:*nods head*
chris:thank you-leaves-
(no ones pov) as you were going to your room you felt a large wave of panic and anxiety,you tried to hold your composure and get to your room quickly when you suddenly bumped into jeff in the hall and before you could even say sorry he started yelling at you due to being in a bad mood already and then he continued to walk down the hall but this had caused you to loose any composure you had as you got up and hurried to your room while you were unaware that you passed e.j and he got worried when you didn't say hi like you usually do.you finally got to your room and took your blade out of it's hiding place and right when you were about to put the blade to your skin your door opened quickly as clockwork and toby entered your room as they saw the blade close to your skin as you started to panic more.
clockwork: chris wait!
clockwork:chris i need you to look at me please*-speaking calmly-
chris:i-i can't,it'll make it st-stop...(crying,hyperventilating)
chris:-pushes the blade against their skin-
toby:chris-speaking in a firm but gentle voice-ch-chris look a-at me p-please
chris:-looks at him- i-
toby:it's o-okay ch-chris,i'm no-not m-mad or up-upset with y-you
toby: i jus-st need y-you to gi-give me th-the b-blade please
toby:-calmly and slowly walks towards you-
toby:-puts his hand out-
chris:-shakily and hesitantly hands toby the blade-
toby:-slides the blade to clockwork-
clockwork:-put's it in her pocket-
toby:-pulls you into a hug-it's ok-okay now ch-chris,j-just br-breath ok-okay?
chris:o-okay...i'm s-so sorry for w-worrying y-you and s-sissy
clockwork:-joins hug-it's okay chris,we aren't mad or upset, i promise*smiles at you*
thank you bubba and sissy,i love you guys*smiles*
let me know of you want the part 2 by using the comments by the the end of this week.
and do not forget that i am so proud of all of you and you are all worth it! have a great day/night UwU
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creepypasta comfort and rescue stories
Fanficthis is for anyone who needs an escape from reality or is struggling alone and i hope it makes you feel better even if its just alittle bit and there may be some triggers for some so if you can't handle somthing try another chapter as i will have so...