What It Takes

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After a few weeks we release zeppelin. To this day I still see zeppelins children running in the woods.

About a week later me and Cartman found ourselves up in the garage of his house we had been dating for a week but some troubling thoughts and come into my mind and my hundred percent serious about this relationship with Cartman am I able to commit full-time why is it so hard to stop looking at Stan... anyway back to the present
"I love you" Cartman said.
"I love you too" I said. "Come on let's go down stairs."

We walked down stairs and into Eric's home, I wanted so tea so I started to make it. and then I felt Cartman wrap this strong arms around my waist. He put his face up to my Neck

"We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl...." Eric started
"The same old fears wish you where here...."I said
"Wish you where here..." I sang out
"That's from Wish you where here." I said looking down, at my feet
"Yeah... it is..." Cartman said.

With great passion he started to nibble the back of my neck... I felt him pull me to my left and kiss my lips... have I ever told you how much weight he lost, his body was not fat but mussels. my breath began to shake.

I troubling thoughts from this afternoon had entered my thought again, am I really doing the right thing telling this boy that I love him when in fact I'm just going through the motions is this truly love or am I just playing with his emotions what do I do in this situation

"Stop!" I screamed
"What's wrong..." Cartman said his eyes filled with hurt.
" It's just that I can't help but feel that I've done you wrong,"
"Oh Okay," Cartman said swallow
"Let's take a break from are relationship, I need some time to think about my feelings I honestly don't think I can commit 100% of my love to you... please! Cartman I love you but I don't know at this point after the whole incident with Stan," I felt tears swelling behind pupils "I don't think i'm ready to commit 100% to this relationship."

"You know after that whole incident with Stan I didn't think you were really ready to commit are love."
"Thank you Eric." I said running out the door. Tears falling down my face. and I ran all the way home.

CARTMAN pov

I saw Kyle run through my door away. I went up to my room and started to search things on my computer. Anything to make me happy cute cat photos, photo face swaps, epic fails, ship names. I tried anything ticket Kyle out of my mind. Alas nothing work so I went up to my room and I started to listen to some stuff on YouTube...
Song number one Wish You Were Here Pink Floyd
Song number two J. Gells Band -Love Stinks
And at last song Number three Aerosmith What It Takes

I was into these three songs on the loop for about two hours then I got up and looked out my window and it started snowing I sign and I went to my bed and laid down and fell asleep

My dreams were hunted of me Chasing Kyle and Zepplin down an endless hallway checkered patterns when I finally reach them Kyle and Zepplin just disintegrated when I reached out to help them but it's all a dream.

When I woke up I looked out my window and saw that it had so approximately 4.5 inches that was odd because the day before it was bright and sunny but then again South Park has been experiencing some shady weather. I looked at my iPhone and saw that there were no new messages. What will it take to get you out of my head Kyle, your curly hair is so cute. shut up Cartman I thought he is gone now. that I got up and started no one particular just walking....

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