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Well this story was about me.. And everyone in it were real people and even the pimple cream was real. Well anyway "Andrew" or his real name Michael actually got very ugly and a year later he wanted to be with me.. But I turned him down. Now 2 year later I'm in high school! And actually i think my life was more interesting in middle school. Now my life is about school. But it's real weird I don't find myself very attractive at all but once in a while I will get a boy asking for my number but their never really cute. I went to a wedding a few days ago and I got hit on by a very hot 17 year old. He didn't even go for my sister. He actually thought I was 18 when I'm actually 15 but he still talked to me.
I made many new friends and have gotten very athletic! I joined the lacrosse team and hoping to join the track, soccer, and volleyball. I want to continue acting which I think I have gotten way better at. Me and my friend are writing a really good act for drama that is going to blow our class away.
My classes are cool. I'm doing good at everything but I think I'm lacking because I have no motivation to finish the year. And I can't even study for my final exams. I'm really done with everything but it doesn't stop. I have so many things to do and I have no breaks. I had a stressful weekend last week because I have family over and had to go to a wedding that ended at 11:00pm and I didn't go to sleep until 3:00am and then I had to take about 3 tests this week and next week I have to go to Baltimore. And then next week is finals, then regents. Then when school is over I have to start work. Everyday for 8 hours and only getting payed 8.27 an hour.
It's hard to keep up with my fandoms too like Janoskians. I have really stopped with them. It's hard to laugh at their videos I think they are trying too hard and are all in it for the money. I lost the dream I had of actually being with them. I barely go on Twitter and I can't post on Instagram because get no likes. I think I'm going to block haft the people and just make it a private and post what every. But then I get people asking me why I blocked them. And I can't stalk anyone.
I think a have a bright future and I have many things I want to do in my life like
Get a tattoo
Dye my hair white
Get my ears pierced
Go to Australia
Buy a white bike
Kiss someone famous
Be in a movie
Have sex
Get a kitten
Do something amazing
Hawaii:
Sky diving
Snorkeling
Swim Dolphins
Etc maybe I will come back and write more in a year are two. And maybe I will have done some of these things. Until next time
Love, Hannah

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